New Quinne set. 
Could her body be any more gorgeous. I don't think so. Also, seeing her colorful tattoos, makes me want another one. Hmmm... gonna have to think about that.
I'm so excited for this weekend. Now, I've never been big into the party scene here at school, but now that my friends have their own places, I'm totally enjoying it. Never been a...
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Could her body be any more gorgeous. I don't think so. Also, seeing her colorful tattoos, makes me want another one. Hmmm... gonna have to think about that.
I'm so excited for this weekend. Now, I've never been big into the party scene here at school, but now that my friends have their own places, I'm totally enjoying it. Never been a...
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flamesofhades:
Soooo.... How was the "lost" weekend???
First week of classes is wrapping up. One more class to get through and I'm done. This weekend should be fun. It'll probably include everything from a drag show at a gay bar, to getting to sleep with Shael. I mean actually sleeping, not sex. It is one of my most favorite things under the sun. Him being there next to me makes me feel...
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angelicevilchik:
hope your classes are going well, and you and shael too 
how was the show?
how was the show?
things are ok. the talk with shael went well... included a couple tears shed on my part, but still it went well. i told him everything i wanted to, and i think he's learned his lesson. if anything, i know it made him feel shitty to see how upset i was about him not calling me and being a jerk. mission accomplished. is it bad...
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thedevice:
I'm glad to hear things are better.
As far as going into it to make him feel bad... Is that really what you wanted to do, or did you just want him to understand how much it hurt when it felt like he was brushing you off like that?
I also just wanted to say something about your last post. Towards the end you were talking about being attached and worrying about the end of your time together; To me, that's suicide. Giving time to thoughts like that can only lead to you withdrawing a little. I'm sure I don't have to tell you this, but being completely vulnerable and open with someone that you love and loves you is the greatest thing in this world.
-JP
As far as going into it to make him feel bad... Is that really what you wanted to do, or did you just want him to understand how much it hurt when it felt like he was brushing you off like that?
I also just wanted to say something about your last post. Towards the end you were talking about being attached and worrying about the end of your time together; To me, that's suicide. Giving time to thoughts like that can only lead to you withdrawing a little. I'm sure I don't have to tell you this, but being completely vulnerable and open with someone that you love and loves you is the greatest thing in this world.
-JP
thedevice:
P.S. MORE PICTURES 
Finally going to see Shael today, we hit a bit of a bump the other day, and I don't know what the hell is going on. A not-so-brief synopsis: Saw him Friday afternoon, took my new roommate up to his house just so I could see him and he could meet Cassie. He was acting weird and being very anti-social, which is unlike him. I...
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flamesofhades:
Hey, umm Im not going to say anything.. unless you want me to but this "dont sweat the little stuff" go get something to eat.. maybe a shirly temple..~~
angelicevilchik:
i'm sorry dear. my ex would pull shit like that all the time, and i could totally tell that he was lying to me, but i would still give him the benefit of the doubt just to avoid a fight. sometimes tho, the fight is inevitable, and you just have to have it. hopefully everything worked out.
hot chocolate with marshmellows always works. and i was telling pommyjeff, pies always help too. whether they are eatten or thrown
hot chocolate with marshmellows always works. and i was telling pommyjeff, pies always help too. whether they are eatten or thrown
i'm here. West Virginia. All moved in with the new roomie. So far so good, I think we'll get along fine. I'm working on about 3 hours of sleep, woke up about 5:45 this morning. Out of the kindess of my heart (and the oppurtunity to move in before the freshman rush, and for a free t-shirt) I volunteered to help kids unload their stuff...
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retro_girl:
HEY... nice to see someone else from new trampshire on the website. all this time, i thought i was the only one! seems like we do have some stuff in common. so what are you doing in west virginia? sounds terribly exciting......
flamesofhades:
Hey you made it!!! How was your trip.. did ya wink as you went by the big NJ?????,Free tshirt huuu Damn,that school knows how to party!!! talk to ya...
OK, this is it. The laptop is being packed away. The next time you will see me I will be back at WVU. Woohoo! Back to one of the top ten party schools in the country. Back to a town of clubs and bars, where underage drinking runs rampant. I'm pretty proud of myself for getting through my entire freshman year without lowering myself to...
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Two more days in good ol' NH and then it's back to WV for school. I was wicked excited because I've been so bored here lately and I want to see my boyfriend again. But last night, I went to see a friend that I haven't seen in over a year and it was great. I hadn't realized how much I missed her. I'm wishing...
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todd31:
well have fun at school in hicksville WV Oh and trust me the pineapple thing really works especially if you like pineapple 
Oh and trust me the pineapple thing really works especially if you like pineapple
thedevice:
See I'm tellin you, this pineapple juice is serious business.
I'm not saying you didn't believe me, but just LOOK at all the supporters it has
Cheers,
JP
I'm not saying you didn't believe me, but just LOOK at all the supporters it has
Cheers,
JP
I've learned a lot tonight... a new belaying technique, my friend's sister is getting married to some guy in Iowa that she met on the internet, AND the big kicker: pineapple juice makes genital fluids taste better.
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flamesofhades:
Ya know what else make genital fluids taste better..??? Being VERY hot for each other!!!
Wine doesnt hurt ether
Wine doesnt hurt ether
flamesofhades:
P.P. Love your flowers..Why your irises???
Just getting back from work... trying to decide if I want to do anything tonight or not. I've been sleep deprived the last couple nights and would love to catch up on that. But this IS my last weekend here before I go back to school... hmmm what to do, what to do...
thedevice:
Oh dude, I was so about to ask you to put a pic up of the iris's on your back
Thank you,
-JP
Thank you,
-JP
Here's a scary image for ya... picture the person you love more than anything in the world sitting on a bed with the barrel of a handgun in their mouth. It's not exactly an image you can get out of your head once it's there. We met in college, so we're still telling each other about our lives before we met. I got the whole...
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thedevice:
Oh wow, that is a rough story right before bed...
but it ends with him alive.
I'm really sorry darlin'.
Plus he has you
If you want to talk about it more, you know how to find me.
JP
but it ends with him alive.
I'm really sorry darlin'.
Plus he has you
If you want to talk about it more, you know how to find me.
JP
angelicevilchik:
oh, i'm sorry.. but the device is right, he has you now..
and that must say something about how great your relationship is if he feels that he can trust you that much to be able to share something like that with you..
you two are very lucky to have each other
it is typical that your job did that. all past jobs that i've had have done shit like that right before i left. but, what can ya do.. haha.
where do you work?
hope packing is going well. oh, and where do you go to college?
Natasha
and that must say something about how great your relationship is if he feels that he can trust you that much to be able to share something like that with you..
you two are very lucky to have each other
it is typical that your job did that. all past jobs that i've had have done shit like that right before i left. but, what can ya do.. haha.
where do you work?
hope packing is going well. oh, and where do you go to college?
Natashai got my forms for absentee ballot this morning. this will be my first time voting and i can't wait... of all elections to vote in this is the one. i don't mean to preach, but if any of you aren't registered, PLEASE register, and if you are going to be away at school or something, ask your town clerk, or whoever, about absentee ballot...
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dollfacepunk:
i knew traci a bit, i didn't like her at first cause my ex bf had a crush on her...but then i didn't care cuz she was nice to me and he was a dink anyways...and i loved Susu! she was awesome
dollfacepunk:
That's weird cause when I knew her she was having a big falling out with my best friend Myra Donehue..ha. weird. yeah I went to LHS in like 2000 maybe..it was my sophmore year..but i had a ton of classes with freshmen..so. I hung out with like Myra and Jimmy Donehue, people from my class were Hillary Hunt, James Ashner, and people in your class would have been like umm...Dustin Glidden, Mike Gratton, Eric Howarth, Lenny Marquis, alot of random people mostly...and my then bf a year ahead of me...*cough cough* Matt Nelson..and if you knew him...then I apologize..ha
"You're not goth or punk, why would you go to a suicide girls party where you wouldn't fit in at all?."
I told someone about the sgnh party, that I will unfortunately have to miss, and that is what they said.
Obviously they totally don't undertand what Suicide Girls is about. No, I'm not goth or punk. I went through a phase in high school...
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I told someone about the sgnh party, that I will unfortunately have to miss, and that is what they said.
Obviously they totally don't undertand what Suicide Girls is about. No, I'm not goth or punk. I went through a phase in high school...
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