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what is all this new formatting? i wasn't prepared for it, i was confused. confused ehhh i'll get used to it.

Anyway, why i really came on here... I had another doctor's appointment this morning and they FINALLY gave me a prescription for some antibiotics. Hopefully now I will get better. Whatever this illness is I don't like it, and I can't take it anymore. My...
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redfirefaery:
calculus makes me cringe too. good luck with your test! feel better soon!
slipinsin:
College algebra made me cringe. Good luck in calc... I'm sick too. You must've somehow passed on your germs to me through this website. You can have them back anytime you want. I've haven't stopped coughing for several days. My stomach is beginning to feel upset because of all the cough drops I've been eating... By the way, how was the concert?
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going to see ben folds tonight. so excited. i'm still sick as a dog, but i don't care, ben is worth it. smile
redfirefaery:
hey how was ben folds? and how you feelin? kiss
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I'm sick and I don't like it. My throat feels like someone is dragging a fork through it everytime I swallow. Not fun.
Went to the doctor's today, and tested negative for strep. Which kind of sucks because at least then I would have gotten drugs. Oh well. I hope this doesn't last long.
I'm going to try and take it easy this weekend, but...
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redfirefaery:
yep optical mouse. been creeping me out because it didn't do that until a couple days ago. ♥
slipinsin:
Chicken Cup-A-Soup is my sore-throat miracle cure... I always gagged on salt-water. frown
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Shael and I are getting together tonight finally. I wasn't prepared last night when he asked me if I was unhappy being with him. I felt like I was going to vomit the whole time I was so scared. Lately I've been thinking about all the little things he does that hurt me and how sometimes it seems like I'm the only one putting any...
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slipinsin:
So you did fool around with that guy!? You naughty little girl! wink LOL. Sometimes things like that need to happen. The only way to really know is to go through the experience... I have a question (hope you don't mind me asking). Did you mention anything to your boyfriend about the "messing around", and, if so, how did he take it? Just curious... I hope everything went well between you two on Thursday night. smile
slipinsin:
There's no reason for you to tell him. It needed to happen. If what you did with Jason was one of the things that helped you realize that you should be with Shael, then it worked out to his benefit anyway. And most of all, it's in the past now, so, leave it there... Don't feel bad about not telling him... You're allowed to have a secret or two...
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i feel like shit. all i want is to see shael for like 5 minutes. i just want him to hold me for that long and then he can leave if he wants. i asked him if he would stop by because i really wanted to see him and because i didn't feel good and because i haven't seen him in a couple days and...
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mokole:
well, it'd be nice to have more options for things like that. well, there might be, i've never actually tried to find anything other then if it fits, i'm good hehe smile
slipinsin:
By the way... Where are the pics of you with your new hair-style? Did you not get the cut done?... I feel sick now too. This is the time of year when colds start to spread around campus. There are so many people in my classes who are coughing, sneezing, etc... Sorry if I'm posting too many responses, or being annoying. I can get that way sometimes. Just tell me if so. I won't get offended... biggrin
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everybody needs to listen to the song Village Man by Travis.... it is so good it made my day. biggrin
redfirefaery:
well hello to you too! kiss
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This other guy is really starting to bum me out. He's really lonely and I feel bad for him, because he's a really cool guy and definitely deserves to find someone and be happy. If I could be the one to make him happy I would, but I'm not about to leave Shael for him. It worries me though because the temptation is there. Last...
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flamesofhades:
yep what they said right on the mark..
flamesofhades:
OHH iM SHATTERED!!!! mad
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Just watched The Big Lebowski. HILARIOUS. biggrin I highly recommend it.
Tonight the boy and I are going to see Sinbad. You know, the comedian. I saw one of his stand up shows on tv once and it was funny as hell, so hopefully, this will be good too. His mom bought the tickets for us, so if it's bad, at least I know I didn't...
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slipinsin:
I've always hoped that the Coen brothers would use John Turturro as "The Jesus" in another one of their films. I laugh my ass off during the scenes with him in the bowling alley. Great movie!... What did you end up doing over the weekend? I went out with some friends Friday night and drank a lot. Then I went to the game Saturday with a killer hangover that forced me to stand behind the glass on the concourse instead of sit in the student section (with all the screaming people) to watch the game. Did I learn my lesson from drinking too much Friday? Of course not! biggrin I went out Saturday night to a friend of a friend's party and drank quite a bit. But, this time I went to Up All Night for breakfast. I've found that there's something in their scrambled eggs that prevent hangovers. puke Maybe with your knowledge of chemistry you could analyze the eggs, and find out exactly what chemical or substance they use to accomplish this. smile

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angelicevilchik:
hey! haven't talked to you in a while!
i remember sinbad! he had that tv show right? anyways, hope you had fun biggrin
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Just got back from my organic chem lab. Call me crazy, but I actually like the lab. I can see myself working in a lab when I get out of school. I think it's being able to follow a process and know exactly what the steps are. It's predictable in a sense. I like predictability when it comes to work and school. Makes things a...
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ben folds is playing at my school!! i'm so excited. tickets are on sale wednesday and are only $20 for students. all the other poor saps have to pay $33. tongue
Listen to this, and tell me what you think: my boyfriend and i have been together for almost a year now, and i'm madly in love, and i have no doubt that we will be...
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pica_pica:
i'd have to agree with ChezGeek,
but I'll throw my two cents in.
You said yourself that it's the new attention that you're getting that you like.
in my limited experience with being on the bad end of finding out about an infidelity, it's not always the pain of thinking about your loved one actually doin the nasty deeds with another man, it's the loss of trust.
Now, I know you aren't going to "do anything" with this guy, so I'm not talking about you shaggin him, but I think it works like this:
if you are in a relationship, and you find out your boyfriend/girlfriend has had sex with somebody else behind your back, it sucks. It sucks A LOT.
But, eventually, if you're lucky, you can get over the physical aspect of it, and realize that it was just sex. That may take a couple years to get to that point, but really, the actual act of the sex is totally secondary to the loss of trust that was behind it in the first place.
So suppose you don't tell him that you've kinda hung out with this new guy, and he somehow finds out about it down the road (and he will, trust me on that one) now he is going to think that you actually DID have something to hide, because you didn't tell him about it in the first place. So even if you never do anything with this new guy, your boyfriend could be put into the position of not believing you when you are finding yourself in the position of trying to tell him that "no really, nothing happened". And that will really suck, because nothing DID happen, but now he doesn't trust you.

Secondly, this new guy... he likes you. Now, I hate to generalize, because everybody is different, and there really are alot of very cool guys out there that aren't assholes and all about sex, but lets just suppose that he isn't all that different, for the sake of argument, let's just suppose he is like "all those other guys" that everybody bitches about. If you start hanging out with him more regularly, and he knows you know he likes you, and he knows you have a boyfriend,

He thinks he's gettin some.

He is probably going to think that you are starting to stray from your boyfriend, and he is probably going to start putting a whole lot more thought and energy into you. He'll probably end up getting hurt over this somehow if you only allow him in so close. That wouldn't be nice.

So that's my two cents, and it's worth about that much. ooo aaa

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slipinsin:
Pica_pica's advice is worth a good bit more than two cents... Very insightful...

The "alpha-male" comment I made in my journal was just dumb... All guys act like that sometimes, me included. Guess I was just feeling a little self-righteous.

I'm a junior, just a few credits shy of being a senior... Actually, with as old as I am, I should have a grad degree by now (took a few years off after high school). biggrin My major is political science. I wish I would have changed it to psychology... What do you study?
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Today is the day!!! Goodbye hair!!! I chose the 2nd photo if anyone looked at the links I posted. It's going to be much shorter and really cute hopefully. We shall see. Either way, I can always grow it out. Everyone keeps asking me if I'm nervous. Hell no, I'm not nervous. OK maybe just a little about how well the stylist I get is...
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flamesofhades:
cant wait!!
slipinsin:
Hey... smile I see you're a fellow student here at WVU, where greatness is learned, or at least where it's absorbed through the bloodstream... Sorry, lame joke... Just wanted to say "Hi"... Oh, and style #2 was a good choice... You'll make it look great...

I've read "Into the Wild". Beautiful, sad story... Christopher McCandless seemed like an incredible person...
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Lots of changes happening soon. One: cutting my ridiculously too long hair. It's about half way down my back now. This is the longest my hair has ever been. Here are a couple styles I'm thinking about:

hairstyle #1
hairstyle #2
hairstyle #3
hairstyle #4

heh, just kidding about that last one. Just thought the guy was hot. wink ANYWAY... along with new hair, I'm going...
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flamesofhades:
Ok its GOTTA be #.. drum roll please... # 4!!!!! winner!! and if not that Im going with #1 good luck!!
thedevice:
Flames... you SO lost... sorry

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