Im so fucking pissed off right now!
I want to fill in my UCAS form (thingi for university for all you non-english ppl
) and i cant coz my exam results have vanished off the face of the fucking earth AGAIN! Which of course is my fault as my mum had them last and put them in her room somewhere so fuckin safe we cant find them now! Which means i now have to get intouch with my old school and college and get them to send me a print out of the results, which will take fucking ages as they hate doing it, i know this as this is what happened LAST tiome i filled in my ucas form!
I fucking hate living in this house, it winds me up i hate this stupid fucking village with all its retarded scummy inhabitants, theres nothing to do here at all, not that i would doing anything here anyway as i would want to try to talk to all these thick bastards! Anyone of any interest fucked off aaaaaaaages ago! But no im fucking stuck here! I want to move out but i cant because im on benefit as im ill, not a lazy fucking smack head, but that makes no fucking difference!
I came home yesterday and already i want to throw something thru the window and smash up everything in my room, this house makes me so fucking angry i hate living here with such damn passion! Thankfully Im fucking off back to my boyfriend's (shane's) house again tomorrow! And dont think ill be comin back for at least a week! ha ha and that will be for one night of doing washing and gettin different clothes SO happy with him though
, he's ace and makes me feel like nobody else ever has, we are so damn good together, think i may go mad over the holidays though when he goes back down south (he at uni up here), but still im gonna go visit him, with some cash i dont quite know where im gonna get from! 92 quid for a train ticket! No wonder theres so many ppl hiding in the toilets haha!
Wish i could find someone to do my set too! Id get in touch with SG but theres no point, they will just give me a tog that never gets in touch like they have done with my friends! STarting to loose faith in being in SG now, been rejected twice, cant find a tog, and i dont know what they want anymore, some of the new sets that have gone up are worse than my rejected ones, and they were shit ha ha! I dont get it, may as well just give up!
I want to fill in my UCAS form (thingi for university for all you non-english ppl
) and i cant coz my exam results have vanished off the face of the fucking earth AGAIN! Which of course is my fault as my mum had them last and put them in her room somewhere so fuckin safe we cant find them now! Which means i now have to get intouch with my old school and college and get them to send me a print out of the results, which will take fucking ages as they hate doing it, i know this as this is what happened LAST tiome i filled in my ucas form!
I fucking hate living in this house, it winds me up i hate this stupid fucking village with all its retarded scummy inhabitants, theres nothing to do here at all, not that i would doing anything here anyway as i would want to try to talk to all these thick bastards! Anyone of any interest fucked off aaaaaaaages ago! But no im fucking stuck here! I want to move out but i cant because im on benefit as im ill, not a lazy fucking smack head, but that makes no fucking difference!
I came home yesterday and already i want to throw something thru the window and smash up everything in my room, this house makes me so fucking angry i hate living here with such damn passion! Thankfully Im fucking off back to my boyfriend's (shane's) house again tomorrow! And dont think ill be comin back for at least a week! ha ha and that will be for one night of doing washing and gettin different clothes
SO happy with him though , he's ace and makes me feel like nobody else ever has, we are so damn good together, think i may go mad over the holidays though when he goes back down south (he at uni up here), but still im gonna go visit him, with some cash i dont quite know where im gonna get from! 92 quid for a train ticket! No wonder theres so many ppl hiding in the toilets haha!
Wish i could find someone to do my set too! Id get in touch with SG but theres no point, they will just give me a tog that never gets in touch like they have done with my friends! STarting to loose faith in being in SG now, been rejected twice, cant find a tog, and i dont know what they want anymore, some of the new sets that have gone up are worse than my rejected ones, and they were shit ha ha! I dont get it, may as well just give up!
Busses are much cheaper than trains (if you get a mega bus - or mega train ticket, it could save you 50%), but busses take longer.
Hope things are better now?
xxx