Do you ever find yourself in a particular moment, and wish that you could somehow freeze the beauty/perfection/poignance of that moment forever? Sometimes the forces of the universe come together all at once and create a moment that feels like a movie. I pause and think, and in that moment I wish the world could see or feel it somehow, because everything is exactly as...
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mydogfarted:
The last moment like that I had was in January - our first morning on vacation. I woke up to this:
krrn:
oh, ans also, some woman asked me where the Q train was yesterday--- and I forgot there was a Q train. I was like "what! MARS?!" 
Ok, before I get to the important stuff, I wanted to clear something up for you guys. In my last journal I mentioned that someone hit me, and I got several replies along the lines of "never hang out with this guy again" and "if that ever happens again, hit him back." Well. First of all, you can be sure I'm not hanging out with...
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jinxi:
You are so sweet! I always love your notes!
Actually... we DO have a standing Saturday appt - LOL (me and SoBeIt) - we kind of alternate him getting ink & then me - and sometimes, if there is time - we both do. I think I will be covered someday - and then I will have to start tattooing myself - LOL!
Hope you have a Happy Monday!
Winx from Jinxi
Actually... we DO have a standing Saturday appt - LOL (me and SoBeIt) - we kind of alternate him getting ink & then me - and sometimes, if there is time - we both do. I think I will be covered someday - and then I will have to start tattooing myself - LOL!
Hope you have a Happy Monday!
Winx from Jinxi
jinxi:
Right on!!! I can't wait to see what you get inked! I just checked out your artist's work and it is outstanding!! How exciting!!
Please keep me posted on it all - I can't wait!
Have a super day!!
Winx
Please keep me posted on it all - I can't wait!
Have a super day!!
Winx
The attitude? A little unpleasant.
The name calling? I wasn't so fond of it.
The accusation that I play games, when you're the one who wants to be intimate with me one day and won't even speak to me the next? I could have done without it.
The smacking me in the face, full strength? Not exactly the highlight of my life so far.
But...
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The name calling? I wasn't so fond of it.
The accusation that I play games, when you're the one who wants to be intimate with me one day and won't even speak to me the next? I could have done without it.
The smacking me in the face, full strength? Not exactly the highlight of my life so far.
But...
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driana:
Sorry about whatever happened there - but make sure you don't hang out with anyone who hits you. Ever.
That's a really great pic of you! Yum...
Sorry about whatever happened there - but make sure you don't hang out with anyone who hits you. Ever.
That's a really great pic of you! Yum...
click_here:
get ready for a random advertisement
*BLAM-O!!!!*
*BLAM-O!!!!*
The darkness fades, the drinks wear off, the make-up invariably smudges. It's the natural progression of things. But the anger still burns just as deep, and the hurt still fills my lungs so I can't breathe. The tears continue to fall.
Violator on repeat again. Simple and incredibly accurate:
You had something to hide
Should have hidden it, shouldnt you
Now youre not satisfied
With...
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Violator on repeat again. Simple and incredibly accurate:
You had something to hide
Should have hidden it, shouldnt you
Now youre not satisfied
With...
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thelibra:
smudging makeup is one reason i don't wear it. ever.
foxgemini:
I like the lyrics. Honestly, I think truth is a cold-blooded killer, but I love her ever so dearly, even when she cuts my heart. Truth hurts. And to me there is nothing more important.
So maybe that's why I've been so miserable too? I do hope you're going to be alright, because anyone who will post pictures of the dilldo they bought themselves for Valentine's Day is way too cool to not be alright. All my friends said you were awesome for it. You're cool for other reasons too, that just sticks out for me.
And I know we barely know each other, and all that. I'd come to Brooklyn with a bouquet and a stud if I had the funds, though. Hang in there.
Later,
Tim.
So maybe that's why I've been so miserable too? I do hope you're going to be alright, because anyone who will post pictures of the dilldo they bought themselves for Valentine's Day is way too cool to not be alright. All my friends said you were awesome for it. You're cool for other reasons too, that just sticks out for me.
And I know we barely know each other, and all that. I'd come to Brooklyn with a bouquet and a stud if I had the funds, though. Hang in there.
Later,
Tim.
The more I give to you, the more I die.
(Ooooo, and I want you.)
(Ooooo, and I want you.)
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nya:
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug...
I just love this song
and the video clip too, did you see it? It's one of the most beautiful ones I've ever seen 
anyway, thanks you
and I can say exactly the same to you:you're very cute!
I just love this song
and the video clip too, did you see it? It's one of the most beautiful ones I've ever seen
anyway, thanks you
and I can say exactly the same to you:you're very cute!
izabel:
SHHHHHHHHH!
Fuck girl, wasn't that silence bribe enough? How much more you want? My younger brother in your male-harem dungeon?
Fuck girl, wasn't that silence bribe enough? How much more you want? My younger brother in your male-harem dungeon?
Damn it. Nevermind.
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foxgemini:
When you buy a vibrator, you really buy a vibrator! Good for you, personally I feel a whole lot better about masturbating every day for 13 years than I do about any of my past relationships. Valentine's Day is a good excuse to send a card to Mom for me, and that's about it.
Sorry to hear that you aren't feeling well. I hope you feel better later!
Tim.
Sorry to hear that you aren't feeling well. I hope you feel better later!
Tim.
bollweevil:
I'm still around and check in every morning but you know how it is
I'm sick. Again. So what am I doing with my Saturday night? I've got a hot date. With Bernard Hopkins and Howard Eastman. Yay, violence!
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doll:
are you coming to knitting?!
jinxi:
Awww.... thanks so much! YOU are so cute too!
Hope your weekend was great and you are feeling LOTS better soon!
Hugs and winx from Jinxi
Hope your weekend was great and you are feeling LOTS better soon!
Hugs and winx from Jinxi
I can feel myself slipping steadily into another major depression. (If I've been listening to Violator on repeat for a few days straight, it usually means there's something wrong.) This isn't a cry for help, but if you offered it I might accept.
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thelibra:
wanna come to shag frenzy tonite?
yuriel:
violator = one of the best cd's EVER 
hehe
dont knock that
*shrugs* wow hehe
*hugs*
i hope things improve yo!
hehe
dont knock that
*shrugs* wow hehe
*hugs*
i hope things improve yo!
I'M SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED.
I just wrote up a really long entry of badly needed venting, and I was about to post it, and then POOF! My browser crashed. I'm so fucking angry. I really want to post it and get it out of my system, but I don't feel like typing it all again. I'll try to type a short version though. I don't...
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I just wrote up a really long entry of badly needed venting, and I was about to post it, and then POOF! My browser crashed. I'm so fucking angry. I really want to post it and get it out of my system, but I don't feel like typing it all again. I'll try to type a short version though. I don't...
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leola:
Hey - thanks for your welcome. I have that very same toy, but mine is pink - do they call it the Rabbit in brooklyn like they do over here? Sorry about your bad news, bad few days really - but at least you will be able to spend more time with your new purple friend huh?
- do they call it the Rabbit in brooklyn like they do over here? Sorry about your bad news, bad few days really - but at least you will be able to spend more time with your new purple friend huh?
leola:
the photo-thing was size related I think..... however still not sure if I can paste them into my journal.....? any tips? xx
I had a really shitty Saturday night. Fucking horrible. But the fates just couldn't let well enough alone, could they? So of course I woke up with a killer hangover today. And the only person I have to blame for any of my strife is me.
And the moral of my story: dating = drama.
And the moral of my story: dating = drama.
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jackie:
yes thats my butt "Jack(ie) in a box"
tmronin:
sorry sunshine - hangovers SUCK.
ay, morgan is bad-ass, no?
you just like her cause she can kick my ass.
happy belated valentine's day.
ay, morgan is bad-ass, no?
you just like her cause she can kick my ass.
happy belated valentine's day.
