irina

Fuck! Why are you "men" all the same?!

I'm completely obsessing, but you've left no room here for me to do anything else. Until you're willing to be clear with me, the only thing I can do is wonder... wonder wonder wonder wonder wonder wonder wonder... and wait for you to be merciful.

I definitely feel shunned. Am I really supposed to believe that this is all coincidence? Am I really supposed to think you're telling me the truth? I've been pretty fucking clear about my position here, so why won't you just be straight with me? Just be honest, get it over with. Bad news is a bummer, but it's the not knowing - the questioning, the anxiousness, the apprehension - that just drive me fucking crazy.

Either knock me down or set me free - please don't make me wait here on my knees anymore.


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Somebody take me out tonight and buy me a strong drink... or seven. Please?