irina

Well, that certainly didn't last long. The springtime cheer has dwindled somewhat. I'm feeling sort of... well, you know how it feels when you try to walk in a pool? How everything around you is moving at it's normal speed but you're moving in slow motion? How there's resistance coming from all directions? I think you get the idea. That how I feel. Making progress in my life feels like walking in a pool.

On a completely different note, I was talking to a friend of mine, one from SG, who I may never meet in my entire life (isn't that strange?) and they said some things that made me feel very confident about these pictures I have for Missy. I WILL be a SuicideGirl soon. If it doesn't happen with this set, it'll happen with the next one, but it's going to happen. Period.

Thanks to the lovely Kestrel, I am now an iSketch addict. It is a very difficult game to play with trackpad instead of a mouse, however. My drawings are kindergarten quality. It's actually pretty amusing.

I have other banal things to say, however, I must go see my therapist now. Aaaah, to be able to function without a therapist again... maybe next lifetime.