irina

Well it's 4:30 in the fucking morning and i can't fucking sleep. I feel like ass. My head hurts so much. I wish I could say it's a hangover headache, but it isn't. Ow. Fucking OW.

And I didn't get to do my sets yesterday, and it's all my fault. I suck so bad. (I'm sooo sorry, Stever!) Oh man. I was so excited, too. I had everything all ready to go, and I was totally psyched, and then... I just suck. I can't even explain it, it would take too long.

There are some good things happening too, however. For instance, I'm living on my own on the upper east side until next Sunday (starting last Friday.) A friend of my sister's is in Mexico for the week and wanted someone to stay in her apartment and take care of her fat old cat. I don't have a fucking clue why she asked me, but she did, and it's been suh-weeeeet so far.

Also, I'd forgotten how fucking wonderful it is to have sex be a regular part of day-to-day living. It'd been awhile. Yeah, I guess my life really isn't so bad right now. Be envious.

I have a lot more to say here, but my head just hurts too fucking much, and staring at this awful screen isn't helping any. So be well, everybody! And don't forget to think of me while you masturbate!