irina

In the six days that I hadn't updated, I got a lot of really warm, wonderful comments on my depressed blah journal entry: thank you all! i love everyone here so very very much. Oh, and to those of you who suggested I check out my Hunter medical resources and try to see a shrink... this depression is chronic, and it runs in my family. My brother has it as well; we got it from our mother, who got it from her father, who got it from..... yeah. And I've been seeing a shrink for about 5 years now. *sigh*

Anyways! Tonight is the SGNY Anti-Valentine's-Day party, and I'm so fucking excited! (You better be there tastysoup, or I'm going to cry.) I can't wait. It's gonna be so hard for me to sit through class today and everything; i just want it to be night time already. PARTAY!

Lastly, I've been spending far too much time looking at our lovely SG's sets, as well as the sets in SG Hopefuls (instead of doing my damn homework,) because Missy said I should take a good look before sending her another set. So I've been looking really carefully, and thinking a lot about creative set ideas. And now I feel like I could do it. I now know for sure that I have what it takes physically; and personality-wise, I don't think I could be more appropriate for the site if I tried. So now I just need to find the right space. And I need a fucking photographer. (With their own camera.) Damn it, this really shouldn't be as difficult as it is. Who wants to take pictures of me naked?!.... don't answer that.