Depressed. Fuck.
Only the 7th day of classes, and I just couldn't get myself there. I'm so pathetic. And my teachers are going to hate me. I'll fail my classes, and the school I want to be going to won't offer me financial aid, and ... the rest of my life is crumbling before my eyes. One should be able to get a doctors note for depression; this is a medical problem, it isn't exactly something that I choose.
No class means no SG Burlesque tonight: self-sabotaging my social life, as usual. I'm sorry everyone. I hope great times are had by all, and i'll do my best to make it to the next event.
I've been having nightmares lately. About my father hitting me, about my snakes dying, things like that, the things that hit me the hardest and that could actually happen. But unlike most dreams, I've been remembering these. I really don't want to. Please let me forget.
Let me forget everything.
Only the 7th day of classes, and I just couldn't get myself there. I'm so pathetic. And my teachers are going to hate me. I'll fail my classes, and the school I want to be going to won't offer me financial aid, and ... the rest of my life is crumbling before my eyes. One should be able to get a doctors note for depression; this is a medical problem, it isn't exactly something that I choose.
No class means no SG Burlesque tonight: self-sabotaging my social life, as usual. I'm sorry everyone. I hope great times are had by all, and i'll do my best to make it to the next event.
I've been having nightmares lately. About my father hitting me, about my snakes dying, things like that, the things that hit me the hardest and that could actually happen. But unlike most dreams, I've been remembering these. I really don't want to. Please let me forget.
Let me forget everything.
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have a happy valentines day.