IM GOING TO.................
I have FINALLY picked a time to go!! My grandparents want to meet the baby so they are paying HOLLA!!! I also have 2 weeks Vacation time coming so I wont lose anytime and will have a paycheck when i get home! So Yay for free vacation!!! My parents are putting us up in a hotel since my grandma moved in with them and they dont have an extra room anymore! So yet one more thing I dont have to pay for! I will be in Vegas from August 21st thru sept 6th!! I need this sooo much! I was hoping to be there on the 14th but my dad has a bowling tournament during memorial day weekend so we decided to do it all together! I wanted to be there for August 17th which Is Matts Birthday! I dont know why it bothers me so much I never got to celebrate one birthday with him! When we got together I had just missed his! I guess maybe that right there is the exact reason! WE promised each other that we would make our birthdays (which are 49 days apart) the best birthday for each other since we have both had some not good ones! But he didnt make it to his or my birthday! July 31st will be one year and I am gonna struggle with that! I still struggle with his death! I miss him more than anything! I talk to him, think about him and miss him all the time! Im not sure thats ever gonna go away! Sometimes I would give anything to have him hold me again and kiss me and say I love you momma! Anyway thats for another blog I guess! Not that many people even read this anymore! We have lost a lot of great SG people this year! PEople not being able to afford the memebership or some other reasons!
More happy news! My daughter is GREAT!!!! She is the happiest most wonderful little girl ever! She smiles and laughs all the time! She has 2 bottom teeth and one and a half top front teeth! She is the cutest thing ever so I think I will end this journal with some pics of her! She is my whole world and I thank MATT everyday for giving her to me! I love you matt I miss you bunches and bunches so does your lil girl!
my lil diva
happy after bath!
she loves her puppy
this was her at 3 months old!
more from her 3 month photo shoot
and one more big blue eyed pic
Ok OK Ill stop bragging on my baby girl! LOL! BUT SHES JUST SOOOOO CUTE!! haha! She is my everything and i am blessed to have her! Life would be grey without her brightness in it! Its hard to be in a bad mood or sad when she smiles at you and looks at u with those big blue eyes! HAHA!! Thanks for letting me show her off! HUGS!!!
I have FINALLY picked a time to go!! My grandparents want to meet the baby so they are paying HOLLA!!! I also have 2 weeks Vacation time coming so I wont lose anytime and will have a paycheck when i get home! So Yay for free vacation!!! My parents are putting us up in a hotel since my grandma moved in with them and they dont have an extra room anymore! So yet one more thing I dont have to pay for! I will be in Vegas from August 21st thru sept 6th!! I need this sooo much! I was hoping to be there on the 14th but my dad has a bowling tournament during memorial day weekend so we decided to do it all together! I wanted to be there for August 17th which Is Matts Birthday! I dont know why it bothers me so much I never got to celebrate one birthday with him! When we got together I had just missed his! I guess maybe that right there is the exact reason! WE promised each other that we would make our birthdays (which are 49 days apart) the best birthday for each other since we have both had some not good ones! But he didnt make it to his or my birthday! July 31st will be one year and I am gonna struggle with that! I still struggle with his death! I miss him more than anything! I talk to him, think about him and miss him all the time! Im not sure thats ever gonna go away! Sometimes I would give anything to have him hold me again and kiss me and say I love you momma! Anyway thats for another blog I guess! Not that many people even read this anymore! We have lost a lot of great SG people this year! PEople not being able to afford the memebership or some other reasons!
More happy news! My daughter is GREAT!!!! She is the happiest most wonderful little girl ever! She smiles and laughs all the time! She has 2 bottom teeth and one and a half top front teeth! She is the cutest thing ever so I think I will end this journal with some pics of her! She is my whole world and I thank MATT everyday for giving her to me! I love you matt I miss you bunches and bunches so does your lil girl!
my lil diva
happy after bath!
she loves her puppy
this was her at 3 months old!
more from her 3 month photo shoot
and one more big blue eyed pic
Ok OK Ill stop bragging on my baby girl! LOL! BUT SHES JUST SOOOOO CUTE!! haha! She is my everything and i am blessed to have her! Life would be grey without her brightness in it! Its hard to be in a bad mood or sad when she smiles at you and looks at u with those big blue eyes! HAHA!! Thanks for letting me show her off! HUGS!!!
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