Well peeps Im baaaaack!!!! FINALLY!!! Things have been crazy but I finally have come back! I missed all my sg peeps! Irelynn rose will be 5 months here on the 11th! She is wonderful the best thing I have ever done in my life!!!! She makes me smile everyday! She is beautiful and reminds me of her daddy so much sometimes!
I miss him everyday, I get so sad on what hes missing out on. He would have been so proud of her! I know I am!! Shes the best thing WE ever did! Shes so strong and so so smart! Shes gonna skip crawling and go straight to running I think haha! She SMILES ALL THE TIME!!! I love her smile it will light up the room! No matter how bad my day is when I see that big GUM SMILE it just brightens my whole world!!
Well I dyed my hair to red again which I love as always I always love being a redhead but I think I am going to go back to blonde hair, I kinda miss being blonde and if I do Im gonna dye the underpart of my hair pink! here is a good pic of me my friend took. shes a professional photographer
I kinda miss being blonde even though I LOVE BEING A RED HEAD! Ive been having issues keeping the color vibrant. whats your opinion, Blonde or RED??
Things are going good! I am still struggling with Matts death! I dont really know what to do about it! My mom thinks I need therepy and maybe I do! I cant get his face when he died out of my mind! I think about him all the time! I hate being here I want to move away cause everywhere i go reminds me of him! Ive been having crazy dreams but none of the dreams I want to have like him telling me why he did what he did and that he loves me! I may sound crazy but Ive been thinking about seeking out a medium I want to know if he is still around me! If he is still a restless spirit or if he is at piece! It sounds nuts or maybe I have watched too many episodes of Ghost WHisperer! I just want to know that he loves me and loved me and didnt mean for this to happen that he didnt really want to leave us that his sickness just got the best of him when he took those pills! I want to know hes not hurting. I want him to know I love him and that if he was still alive we would be a real family and how much I LOVE HIM!!! I hate this! I hate feeling this way! UGH! Things are seriously getting better this issue is just in my head really! I am dating a wonderful man who treats me great! But I still find myself in my head!
ANyways peeps! I love you guys and I am glad to be back hope to hear from you guys are reconnect! HUGS!!!
heres another pic of my princess and an artsy pic of me and my angel!!!
LOVE - IRELAND AND IRELYNN
I miss him everyday, I get so sad on what hes missing out on. He would have been so proud of her! I know I am!! Shes the best thing WE ever did! Shes so strong and so so smart! Shes gonna skip crawling and go straight to running I think haha! She SMILES ALL THE TIME!!! I love her smile it will light up the room! No matter how bad my day is when I see that big GUM SMILE it just brightens my whole world!!
Well I dyed my hair to red again which I love as always I always love being a redhead but I think I am going to go back to blonde hair, I kinda miss being blonde and if I do Im gonna dye the underpart of my hair pink! here is a good pic of me my friend took. shes a professional photographer
I kinda miss being blonde even though I LOVE BEING A RED HEAD! Ive been having issues keeping the color vibrant. whats your opinion, Blonde or RED??
Things are going good! I am still struggling with Matts death! I dont really know what to do about it! My mom thinks I need therepy and maybe I do! I cant get his face when he died out of my mind! I think about him all the time! I hate being here I want to move away cause everywhere i go reminds me of him! Ive been having crazy dreams but none of the dreams I want to have like him telling me why he did what he did and that he loves me! I may sound crazy but Ive been thinking about seeking out a medium I want to know if he is still around me! If he is still a restless spirit or if he is at piece! It sounds nuts or maybe I have watched too many episodes of Ghost WHisperer! I just want to know that he loves me and loved me and didnt mean for this to happen that he didnt really want to leave us that his sickness just got the best of him when he took those pills! I want to know hes not hurting. I want him to know I love him and that if he was still alive we would be a real family and how much I LOVE HIM!!! I hate this! I hate feeling this way! UGH! Things are seriously getting better this issue is just in my head really! I am dating a wonderful man who treats me great! But I still find myself in my head!
ANyways peeps! I love you guys and I am glad to be back hope to hear from you guys are reconnect! HUGS!!!
heres another pic of my princess and an artsy pic of me and my angel!!!
LOVE - IRELAND AND IRELYNN
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I can't help it, but I like the red hair a lot..I know it's a pain to keep up though
xo