invisibleguy

Things are really bad... seriously.

I'm under investigation at school as two lads have alleged that 4 weeks ago I called one of them a wanker (used a hand gesture), hit/prodded/stuck the same lad on the nose, and used a picture of Shrek to describe the looks of another member of staff...

... would it do anygood if I said i didn't do it?

No?

Well, that's me fucked then.
I guess that's the reason why my HOD, and two deputy head's have advised that I might want to consider leaving to start fresh at a new school.

Add that to the fact that me and Shelly (charlieguru) are going through a rough patch, and well, things are pretty shite.

No, I'm not going into it, suffice to say: things need sorting out... and I'm no angel: I have my (considerable) part to play in this.

I'm low.
I'm numb.
I have new facial hair.
I need good soul music, cold cider and a damn fine cigar.
I need sleep and peace and to be held.

I'm pathetic.






p.s.: I too am a photowhore.

**UPDATED**

In my vein effort to still try to feel something instead of being numb, I went to the dentist today and had a couple of fillings without anaesthetic - alot of whislting, pushing and cold water - but not feeling. I didn't even feel bad by turning up late (2mins!)