invisibleguy

Sad

I'm royaly sad - it's official!

charlieguru's off to her Mum's for the weekend - she's taken our daughter and the car... I'm home alone, thinking of taking rude pictures of myself for posting (like anyone wants to see that - no really you don't!) And I'm eating all the wrong things.

I need to have a chat with Ciel about some shit that's been hapening and I need to sit down infront of GTA:SA and play the game as opposed to just walking around hitting people... seriously I think that game's therapy for me.

Anyone tried the McCoy's Honey Roast Ham & Mustard Crisps? - yum!

I'm already sick of the silence in this big, empty flat.
I'm sick of Sky News (hell watching the news even!)
Looking at porn on the web isn't doing ANYTHING for me and I'm not tired.

I don't wanna feel this way anymore.

School ended up okay - I had a meet the subject tutor evening on Weds - it was okay, I was shattered by the end of the day... sleepy the moment I got home... didn't want to do anything apart from lay on the sofa!
I made a major error that night - I met (again) the parent of a boy (a really nice kid ) and found out that his 10 year old brother had recently died... heart attack I didn't know... She was very dignified and told me about it... what a fucking amazingly strong woman.
I don't know what I'd do if I was in her situation.

to all!

Excelsior!


**UPDATE**
I am Lucky Dancing-Elf, all tremble in my presence!
Your turn...

***UPDATEx2***
You cannot win Darth!