Last entry before italy...
luv all my frards...will be thinking of you. and You too...
sins wraped away by an unjust cause? Is time the watcher of me,or just the destruction?...wonder into the dark where i am drowned to sleep...brought down by my own insecurities engulfed by this flame i have built...bring me the dull pain I will, as i lay here breathing...let the crimson...
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luv all my frards...will be thinking of you. and You too...
sins wraped away by an unjust cause? Is time the watcher of me,or just the destruction?...wonder into the dark where i am drowned to sleep...brought down by my own insecurities engulfed by this flame i have built...bring me the dull pain I will, as i lay here breathing...let the crimson...
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bloodycrackdown:
...danny black (gwar slave 88-94) 
ahd:
drooling over your music list... dammit... over my keyboard as well, obviously.... ewww...
going to see "The Vanishing" play tonight super excited about that and Italy is comming up in three dayz yee hawww!!!
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n:
yay for italie, frard.
bloodycrackdown:
one of our band members used to be in GWAR. he said they stayed in tempe a couple of times.
Alright frards, I am now on the downward spiral...
It all started with the feeling of some impending change a week ago....
I then proceeded to get a sinus infection....
Midterms have been plaguing me these last few weeks...
To much work..school,life, and job...
And to top it all off...heres the kicker folks...My best friend...My idol...The one who played a big part in who i...
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It all started with the feeling of some impending change a week ago....
I then proceeded to get a sinus infection....
Midterms have been plaguing me these last few weeks...
To much work..school,life, and job...
And to top it all off...heres the kicker folks...My best friend...My idol...The one who played a big part in who i...
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zombiehead2:
that sucks that hes leaving, but that doesn't mean that you cant still keep in touch...and you can always start a new band, i know its not the same but at least it would be something...most of my friends have all moved away, so i know how bad it sucks. now one of my last two good friends is going to go away to school for two years, and when he gets back i'll probably be living far away on the west coast somewhere. so i probably wont see him much more...i guess what im trying to say is that it sucks but its not the end of the world, and besides your going to italy so that will give you a chance to reflect, and maybe cut loose and vent off some stress. you'll feel much better when you come back...if you come back...
jovanka:
Hey fucko, how's Italy? I'm green. I wish I could travel right now. I hate being in one place for too long...
The body treatise
"Succulent beautiful and fine
I`m touching my body; I`m feeling my mind
With plastic knives and plastic spoons and other types of cutlery
Take what signifies
And make it leave this room
My sweet desire that wants to bloom
Held captive - our culter molds, our bodies bold
Held captive - target the role we have no control
Passionate tastful and free...
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"Succulent beautiful and fine
I`m touching my body; I`m feeling my mind
With plastic knives and plastic spoons and other types of cutlery
Take what signifies
And make it leave this room
My sweet desire that wants to bloom
Held captive - our culter molds, our bodies bold
Held captive - target the role we have no control
Passionate tastful and free...
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zombiehead2:
yeah those lyrics are interesting.
i know what you mean about being confused, and not knowing what you want...i feel that way all the time...but its ok, i'm figuring my stuff out, and i'm sure you will too.
i know what you mean about being confused, and not knowing what you want...i feel that way all the time...but its ok, i'm figuring my stuff out, and i'm sure you will too.
n:
so you liked the joy division?
this is what i found when i got home the other day (see profile pic)
my roomate is trying to convert our concert footage to vcd. So i can make copies of our concert for all my frards!!!
the snow is not stopping. it is supposed to snow all week.yes snow in AZ. crazyness i know but Flagstaff is at 7,000 ft elevation so it...
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my roomate is trying to convert our concert footage to vcd. So i can make copies of our concert for all my frards!!!
the snow is not stopping. it is supposed to snow all week.yes snow in AZ. crazyness i know but Flagstaff is at 7,000 ft elevation so it...
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zombiehead2:
ok i have a stupid question but your mentioning flagstaff reminded me of something...awhile back i was listening to the radio and they were talking about ufos. they said that flagstaff/az has alot of sitings...so have you ever seen a ufo?
butterfly2:
Yay for good pussy!
Yeah, the show went great and the band Neptune that played with us was awesome, not to mention the best metal band everinsane cobra with such tunes as high five the lightning. Mass Chaos.
On another note do you ever get the sinking feeling that something big is about to go down in your life and your not sure if it's good or bad?...
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On another note do you ever get the sinking feeling that something big is about to go down in your life and your not sure if it's good or bad?...
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jovanka:
I have been having that feeling for months. Maybe that means I am a paranoid schizo or that I am just BORED and need a change. Let's hope its the latter cos the former requires heavy medication. What IS that sleeve? Bio-mech? Its hard to tell.
TELL ME!TELL ME!TELL ME!TELL ME!TELL ME!
TELL ME!TELL ME!TELL ME!TELL ME!TELL ME!
freyja__:
i get that feeling all the time.
show tomarrow... it is going to be horrorific! Got the fake blood ready.
i got pampered last night that was very nice
as for the tattoo it is a 1920's pulp sci-fi theme
(more pictures comming soon) and it is itching like hell now...
luv & much blood
i got pampered last night that was very nice
as for the tattoo it is a 1920's pulp sci-fi theme
(more pictures comming soon) and it is itching like hell now...
luv & much blood
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hazardstar2:
...i'll be yours if you'll be mine...
zombiehead2:
good luck with the show...you're going to tape it so we can hear your band, right?
you got me wanting to go get a new tattoo, have no idea what i would get though...
you got me wanting to go get a new tattoo, have no idea what i would get though...
new ink. the pain that is my pleasure. i go in next month to get it shaded.
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zombiehead2:
new ink is always good. i want to get some new ink too, unfortunatly i'm too poor to even get a temp tattoo out of a gumball machine. but i'll get something done soon...
jovanka:
WOW! What is all that? Full sleeves are sooooooooooooooo sexy! RAWR!
I am becoming.....or am I. Shhesh, my mind is a blur right now. so much, i think i am overwelmed with life in general. I think I need to step outside for a minute, smoke a clove, and find the absurdity of it all again... gettin tattooed on wednesday thats going to be cathartic i hope.
The new profile pic is from three years ago...
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zombiehead2:
yeah, life can be overwhleming sometimes. what i do occasionaly is drop everything and disapear for a few days...time to clear my head. of course new tattoos are good too.
n:
oh dude i don't know who that is. but can we still be frards? (look at you at 16...awwww...)
V-day not quite veterens day but the other more horrible one. Roomates are getting ready for fetish night at the bars...leather, tape, straps....I want to go! this age thing really sucks... Oh well, I just have my own personal fetish party and you all are invited!!! Happy Valiumtimes daze!
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giga_geo:
yay for fetish parties! hope u had a goodtime!
jovanka:
WOW! Look at you with the make-up...you look so
beautiful.
Why can't you go? In Canada the drinking age is 19? Is it 21
where you are? I have an entire closet full of fetish clothes
that I never wear anymore cos I'm tired of the fetish scene
(10 years is a long enough stini) but I'll still break out
the od item here and there when we go clubbing.
Happy VD to you zombieboy....I'm on my way to your
place booze in hand laced tightly into my favorite pvc
corset.....
beautiful.
Why can't you go? In Canada the drinking age is 19? Is it 21
where you are? I have an entire closet full of fetish clothes
that I never wear anymore cos I'm tired of the fetish scene
(10 years is a long enough stini) but I'll still break out
the od item here and there when we go clubbing.
Happy VD to you zombieboy....I'm on my way to your
place booze in hand laced tightly into my favorite pvc
corset.....
ohh "beware childeren at play" is the best troma film i have ever seen. 20 minutes of child killing carnage who could ask for more.
"learn the sacred words of praise hell satan...satan...satan..! hehe slayer...
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zombiehead2:
haven't seen that one yet. i'll have to check it out.
giga_geo:
happy v-day.
happy v-day."Down where the winged demon goes
An ancient evil awakens to bring hell
Sacrificial rites and harrowing screams
bringing blood to all who seek"
-Cthulhu
"I always be near you when you are scared
deep in your dreams and even nightmares
and when the dark creeps in the full moonlite
you'll feel my cold hand grip you tight"
-In Nightmares
"Solitude found in night's shade...
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An ancient evil awakens to bring hell
Sacrificial rites and harrowing screams
bringing blood to all who seek"
-Cthulhu
"I always be near you when you are scared
deep in your dreams and even nightmares
and when the dark creeps in the full moonlite
you'll feel my cold hand grip you tight"
-In Nightmares
"Solitude found in night's shade...
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jjay:
hey your necks bleeding...
might want to get that checked out...
might want to get that checked out...
jovanka:
I knew I could count on you to dance with me! This is one
the ways I test people when I meet them..are they willing to
do silly things with me in the name of fun? If so then they're
in!
So when are you guys gonna get a cd recorded?
I believe in Bilbo too!!!!
....ripping apart, severing flesh, gouging eyes...tearing
limb from liiiiimb!!!!!!...
I love Slayer!
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thanks for the love and blood..I needed it. (hugs)
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the ways I test people when I meet them..are they willing to
do silly things with me in the name of fun? If so then they're
in!
So when are you guys gonna get a cd recorded?
I believe in Bilbo too!!!!
....ripping apart, severing flesh, gouging eyes...tearing
limb from liiiiimb!!!!!!...
I love Slayer!
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thanks for the love and blood..I needed it. (hugs)
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