invalidation

weeee drinky for me.

let me see/..

emotions suck. i wish i didnt feel a thing. itd be so much easier. noone would hurt me and my stupid little mind swouldnt hurt myself. Ahhh I hate you. hate hate hate you.

a&w + wild turkey is the bomb. or just wild turkey straight up.

I wish I cold erase the last 7 years and specific people from it. mah that would rock the shit. but I guess the people, bad or good, are what lead you into meeting others and finding your moment of happiness in them and youself. so hey I can't really say I would have changed a thing. Maybe I wouldn't know mike as well, or maybe I wouldn't know emocore as well, and miss morbus, and tara (I need to call her, she's too cute for me to call, don't need no more dissapointment) and donna, and others who I don't care to take the time to write out atm.

SO I guess it all worked out ok in the end. Could be better, but i'm not sick, maimed, or dead.

I just hate some aspects of the way life turns out, yknow? Like all the fems you're interested turning tail and runnign. fuck them aahh fuck this shit.

Edit (2009): K. Bourbon, M.D. made me post this. I swear.