invalidation

Ok. 7:19am and I still can't get to sleep. Arrgh. Oh well. I expect tonight to be pretty fun. I mean, afterall, I AM gettting mighty plastered with all the friends. I could use it too.

You know, the holidays aren't what they used to be. Just not the same. I remember a long time ago, my parents would spend time making the holidays something the family could do to sit and relax and enjoy the time. Sure, they'd argue like no tomorrow, but they were at least my parents. Now I get to go visit a parent and they get into huge fights with their boyfriend. Heh same shit different place. Difference is that this fuck hasn't earned my love or respect. Wanna see me get seriously pissed? Disrespect my family and have no place in my life. Ignorant shit got what he deserved.

So I feel a little guilty. So I told'em off and screamed at'em. Sure I embarrased them. Fuck them. I'm tired of being stuffed in the back seat like some little kid. They'll just have to deal. Oh well. Just needed to get that off my chest.

On a light-hearted note, the extended edition of Two Towers was good. Thanks, Susan.