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Wednesday Nov 03, 2004

Nov 3, 2004
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Well, today was just about the worst day ever. First of all, the country let me down. Fan fucking tastic. America's the new Babylon anyway:

http://aoreport.com/americabecomesbabylon2003.htm

Great.

I am a Christian, but here. Checka dis:

http://www.principiadiscordia.com/book/11.php

I have learned how to master nonsense pretty well. And this also means that I know how to lie very, very well. So I lie to christians and further illuminate the side that is "sense".

So, in some sense, I am a christian. hooray?

I've been reading your journal. Why the hell did you cut yourself? Does it feel good? Make you feel special? Is that emotional truth to you, a bleeding arm?

To me, emotional truth is screaming out that word I posted on your site. Some say it is the True name of God. And it is in some sense.

My arms are so sore. On the upside, they are getting a mite bit beefy.

I want to visit you, if not for a week. Sometime soon. If I have a week without much going on, would you mind so much?

Bah. Well, at least this confirms a european move. And I certainly don't mind that. Everything's actually looking up, even if I am more depressed than I have been in months.

mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad

Yours,

~The Eye of God
xip:
Eh, cutting, for me, is something of multi-tasking. It punishes me for whatever happened that makes me feel shitty, and it's also usually the crescendo that leads to me finally getting over something and moving on, or at least running the fuck away from it. I guess cutting is a breaking point. It's a boiling point. Yes. It's the boiling point for hatred. It's how I deal with hitting the red zone. HA.

I tried to comment on your Xanga journal, but I don't have an account there, so they bitch-slapped me.

If I may throw in my two cents, I don't think it's healthy for you to participate in a religion in which you feel such unabashed contempt. Especially because Christianity desperately strives to put ORDER INTO CHAOS, and I thought you & Eris were big hailers of chaos.

You are totally welcome here, any time. I think you still have my address. Fuck, I was about 10 minutes from driving up to your house about a month or so ago, but ended up being dragged out for one of "those nights" instead. You know. Alcohol and emptiness, single-serving friends. Go college.

I'm glad about your... gladness... to be going to Europe now. If my life in America turns to shit (err....again), I'll throw some panties into a pillow-case and hide away in the luggage compartment 1-way to Ireland.
-Xippie
Nov 5, 2004

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