Nothing as happen since my last post months ago, meh 
Have you guys had the feeling that your at a pretty sad level in your life that you have to go on a pay say to find some sort of enjoyment? To be honest I barely even look at the set, they kind of depress me, you can only look at beautiful women for so long until you begin to realize that you will never meet or love a person like that. I just read the group threads don't really have a purpose to it just reading people experience, try to imagine how they felt like. Maybe I over think everything to much, maybe that's we I can't work up the courage to approach another person with romantic intentions. It fucking drive me insane one side of my brain says go for it the other says stop I can't put you in a situation where you might get hurt. That side always wins by instilling in me this body shacking fear of what if she hurts me, I still get scared of being alone in a empty house at night, how could I even handle something of that magnitude! I don't even fucking know what to do anymore. So I find myself rambling to total strangers cause I can't even tell somebody I know that I am at one of the worst times emotionally in my life.
Have you guys had the feeling that your at a pretty sad level in your life that you have to go on a pay say to find some sort of enjoyment? To be honest I barely even look at the set, they kind of depress me, you can only look at beautiful women for so long until you begin to realize that you will never meet or love a person like that. I just read the group threads don't really have a purpose to it just reading people experience, try to imagine how they felt like. Maybe I over think everything to much, maybe that's we I can't work up the courage to approach another person with romantic intentions. It fucking drive me insane one side of my brain says go for it the other says stop I can't put you in a situation where you might get hurt. That side always wins by instilling in me this body shacking fear of what if she hurts me, I still get scared of being alone in a empty house at night, how could I even handle something of that magnitude! I don't even fucking know what to do anymore. So I find myself rambling to total strangers cause I can't even tell somebody I know that I am at one of the worst times emotionally in my life.
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Well that was a very depressing post on my part. But people need to vent some times, 23 and lonely isn't as fun as it sounds.