insult to injury... since my account is complimentary, I can't close or delete it. WTF?!?!?!
      so I got an email saying that someone has re-activated my account... anonymously. um, thanks? but no thanks. I appreciate the gesture, but I'm sorry for whoever reactivated me. I'm already done with this site.
      last blog post ever... angst for the memories.
"fuck you, fuck you, you're cool, fuck you, I'm out!"
      "fuck you, fuck you, you're cool, fuck you, I'm out!"
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      butrcup79:
      
      
      
    
  Sometimes the lemons just aren't ripe yet.  Given some time, they will become the sweetest lemons you have ever tasted.
 
I think my problem my problem is I keep getting lemons and all I want is a damn orange. Shit I could even go for a lime. 
 
And that girl will always love you too.
I think my problem my problem is I keep getting lemons and all I want is a damn orange. Shit I could even go for a lime.
 
And that girl will always love you too.
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  "You guys are dorking up my space with too many dicks"
meh.
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  Sounds like fun.  Enjoy.
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  Happy Valentines Day.  I hope you had a good one.
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  wow... dude if you need to talk you have my number...you seem to be very angry.. and I feel for ya, I DO. really.
I am sorry that this place no longer fulfills what you wanted.. if thats the case than maybe leaving for a time is better... but thats up to you. Only YOU can control your actions.. and you cant control someone else..
((hugs))
I am sorry that this place no longer fulfills what you wanted.. if thats the case than maybe leaving for a time is better... but thats up to you. Only YOU can control your actions.. and you cant control someone else..
((hugs))
      integra505:
      
      
      
    
  I am in control of my actions. this has nothing to do with anyone else. it was my decision to join the site, and I decided that I don't want any part of it anymore. 
The admin emailed me back, and I'm cancelled. I paid until august, so my login and pw will work until then.
doesn't really matter, thought... whats done is done. I'm out.
The admin emailed me back, and I'm cancelled. I paid until august, so my login and pw will work until then.
doesn't really matter, thought... whats done is done. I'm out.
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      butrcup79:
      
      
      
    
  Waking up is probably the best thing in that case.
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  Nice!