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i'm tired today....

how is everyone else?

i feel like i'm gonna pop.


i dont feel like a very nice person lately....i feel a hint of the old bitch coming back. i'd put her to rest for awhile last year...now...she's back.

i feel myself hardening up again.

things are just too much to handle sometimes.

i'm gonna lay low for awhile....i've been a real bitch to certain people, and i've wrecked alot...
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i feel like absolute hell today.

i have a bad headache, i'm dizzy. my meds all taste like chemical hell......

i dont wanna be out of bed but i'm forcing it.

those of you that have my number, call me after 9 pm.

i need it.

love you all

i need to sleep more.....


this has become increasingly obvious as i almost passed out today on the way to my friend CW's.

i've been feeling weird today. hence the updating 2x....i dont feel very good.

i think i've been doing too much lately.

my migranes are starting to come back....one hit me today and i about threw up.

thats not a good sign.

i...
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the big ass update!

okay. so ohio was a blast....

a fucking blast. .

it was good to see everyone at bento go-go. and meet some new people too, its always awesome to meet new people.

shabby called me hardcore because i was all the way from indianapolis to party, and miss street spirit (who is totally adorable by the way) asked me if i...
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bento go-go kicked ass and took names.

it was the awesome.

had a really good day yesterday....

got some more curve, a movie, and some new makeup. (thank you)...

i also was given the greatest pillow in the world as a gift. along with a wallet and 2 other items i will keep close. (thank you too)

i feel super run down today.



what up...
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i just started writing a new story....this one could be the opne that becomes my book....its flowing nicely and i love it.

*ahem*

special hellos to darkestangel, cheech, tikkigod, siouxsie.

i'm picking 4 random members on my buddylist each updte and spotlighting them in my journal till i get through all my friends. that way if you havent met them you...
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had a great time at diamonds last night.

kalidoom is the awesome.

as is homicidegirl.

we are the power trio .

i finally got to meet up with jeff....i <3 that kid...hes probably one of my best friends in the world right now. it was good to talk to him and hug him. i miss that kid so much .

hes moving to dublin ireland...
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and the lineup for theis week is:

tonight (sat): GUYS NIGHT OUT in dayton ohio at diamonds cabaret. woo hoo boobies.

Tuesday: bento-go go. with the SG c-bus crowd.

saturday april 2nd: SG indy get together....be there or be square.


woo hoo....

i love SG