instarsia

BE WARNED:

this is a syprupy sweet entry about something i dont usually talk about candidly......

AHEM!

the boy lives about 3 hours away from me at the moment (which i guess all things considered is alot better than where he was....which was iraq) and so that puts a little bit of a strain on things. we care about each other very much though, so...
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well. here goes.

like some of you know i've been away for awhile. i'm gonna be bold here and say that the last 10 days have changed my life. completely changed my life.

i met some really cool cats, got a chance to be away from all the bullshit that seems to be lingering up here.

got to spend some time with rahepsi who is...
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i'm in the ville (evansville IN to be exact)

i'm having a great time....

its so nice to be doing something that doesnt involve trolling around messageboards locked in my room chainsmoking and drinking soda.

<3

how is everyone?

yes. i am alive.

very much so.

maybe even for the first time in a LONG time. i dunno.

stopped on the way home frim work this am and armed myself with some cigarettes. we had to take a cab from work to the lot that the assholes had the car towed to.

yeah. they had it towed.

i'm pretty sure it was just because...
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i am successfully having the best few days ive had in a LONG time.



god i love this site sometimes.

if you've been in touch with me over the last week and i havent called you back its because i've been busy as hell. relax. i will be in touch with you at some point.

now is just not the time.

life happens. :

i'd...
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Holy Fucking Hell!!!!

okay. so flogging molly last night.

Fucking Amazing. i was right up in front against the barricade the whole time. i have the *my shoulder got popped out and quickly popped back in" blinding pain to prove it.

i dont even care. it was that good.

there will be pictures soon .

hung out with and got to re-meet the band after....
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you know whats a great word?

BAD-ASS-ER-Y

yup.

tomorrow i get my pretty new camera in the mail.

along with another "surprise" that SOMEONE wont even give me a hint about.

lol...have i told you that surprises make me nervous?

yeah.


i have to go in to work tonight too. i hope to god business picks up from last friday. it was almost painful to be there last friday. good thing i had...
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so i went and hung out with/took pictures of kalidoom yesterday.

i'm pretty happy with the way they turned out.

theres one or 2 that i'd love to print out and stick on my wall. i love the way that they look.


so.


cramps suck.



i'm almost out of cigarettes. i know i *should* quit, i just really dont have any desire to.

thats really...
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