instarsia

here is my update.

after a rousing and rather unproductive stay in the ER on (last) tuesday night. things have become abundantly clear.

DOCTORS WHO DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THEY ARE DOING SHOULD BE SHOT.

i was in chronic un allieviated pain for a full scale gall bladder infection that they "missed" because they didnt bother to take blood.

they just did a CT scan to check and see if i had kidney stones and if my appendix was inflamed.

this is all on top of the pelvic pain i was already experiencing.

i went in there in severe pain on tuesday night/weds am not being able to keep food down....and running a fever. all the pain was/is located on the right side. which one would immidiately say "appendix"

nope appendix is fine.
kidneys are fine.


doctor doesnt think to adequately check the gall bladder....he immidiately comes back into my little cubicle room and tells me i'm fine. the "pain" i'm having must be due to a "yeast infection".

what a fucking retard.

so i'm sent on my way with a little bottle of pills to get me through a day and a half and told that basically its all in my head.

i made it through this week alive mostly thanks to
Rahepsi being such a trooper.

i went in today and had my OBGYN appointment and she baisically told me "yeah. we still see all this abnormal cysting and weird fluid in your pelvic area that needs to be addressed but we have a bigger more immidiate problem."

that searing pain?

stabbing, wake me up fom a dead sleep kill me cause i cant even eat and what i do comes right back up, pass the fuck out pain....the pain that was "all in my imagination"...is a gall bladder infection.

i have antibiotics like whoah.

i'm on an anti nausea medicine because in the wake of not being able to eat i've dropped about 12 pounds in a week (not healthy) .

i have to have surgery to have the little bugger removed.

after the infection is treated with antibitotics.

my initial appt. with the surgeon is the 26th at 10:15 AM.

i will be having the surgery sometime soon after that.

until then i'm on the antibiotics, the pain meds, and the stuff that makes me not toss my cookies.

then after that i'll be having a 2nd surgery to test for endometryosis and afew other things.

yup.

i'm very irritated, but at the same tme very relieved to know that its not all in my head. and that i have not 1, but 2 very real reasons for being in this much pain.

PLEASE, go send

rahepsi as much love as you can, cause while i've been like this i've been pretty much the evil bitch monster from hell, and hes been nothing but kind and understanding and wonderful. I wouldnt trade him for anything.

xo xo xo
Lex