do you ever feel sometimes like....it doesnt really matter what you say, people only listen to half of it....then move about with their own business?
its always ALWAYS "all about me"
(yes that was a sarcastic jab at people who talk to me for hours on end about what their problems are, but if- God FORBID - i have a bad day or need some advice....they are too damn selfish to listen to what i'm saying for 5 fucking mins. and they de-rail the conversation and force it back to them)
i have a former friend. she does this....girl steers a conversation better than jeff gordon.
i was trying to talk to one of these people last night. i was having a moment. i needed some re-assurance, and afew friendly words.
you know what i got.
"i dont care.....so anyway......" boy proceeded to ramrod through everything i was saying to talk about himself.
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im deep in thought today....
i'm in alot of pain (physically) so things are kinda weighing on me heavily....i do this when i'm in pain. i brood.
i'm having one of those really insecure days....
you know. the ones where you look in the mirror and everything looks like a picasso painting, when you just feel lousy and there really is no reason....where all you wanna do is curl up in bed with a pint of ben and jerrys ice cream (and inevitably berate yourself the whole time you're eating it) and watch a sappy movie....then just cry on someone for awhile.
yeah.....
i think i just wanna cry for awhile, period. i may go sneak into the shower and have a good cry here in afew mins....
not because i am that OCD that i need to cry in the shower...but because i dont want the love of my life to hear me crying and think that i'm really upset, or angry, or anything other than hormonal.
cause i'm not....i just feel like someone inflated me to weigh 400 pounds, like theres a man stabbing my womanly organs with an ice pic, and i hate to say it...its just one of those days where just about anything will make me cry. i dont get THIS sensitive often....i was due in for one.
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on a lighter note.
heres afew random facts about the lex for you to enjoy.
* i own 3 different types of shampoo, 2 different brands of volumizing hair mousse, 2 different brands of volumizing hair spray, 3 bottles of perfume, 6 bottles of body spritz, and an entire exploding drawer full of makeup. i only use it for special occasions or when i feel like "being girlie"....i can totally rough it on one bag and 3 outfits that i wash in the sink.
* i sleep on my tummy, smooshed between the boyfriend and the wall....or i cant sleep. i have to almost be smooshed.
* i'm italian and irish.
.
* i cannot get into a car for a period of time over 2 hours without sleeping.
tell me some facts about you?
its always ALWAYS "all about me"
(yes that was a sarcastic jab at people who talk to me for hours on end about what their problems are, but if- God FORBID - i have a bad day or need some advice....they are too damn selfish to listen to what i'm saying for 5 fucking mins. and they de-rail the conversation and force it back to them)
i have a former friend. she does this....girl steers a conversation better than jeff gordon.
i was trying to talk to one of these people last night. i was having a moment. i needed some re-assurance, and afew friendly words.
you know what i got.
"i dont care.....so anyway......" boy proceeded to ramrod through everything i was saying to talk about himself.
*****************************************************************
im deep in thought today....
i'm in alot of pain (physically) so things are kinda weighing on me heavily....i do this when i'm in pain. i brood.
i'm having one of those really insecure days....
you know. the ones where you look in the mirror and everything looks like a picasso painting, when you just feel lousy and there really is no reason....where all you wanna do is curl up in bed with a pint of ben and jerrys ice cream (and inevitably berate yourself the whole time you're eating it) and watch a sappy movie....then just cry on someone for awhile.
yeah.....
i think i just wanna cry for awhile, period. i may go sneak into the shower and have a good cry here in afew mins....
not because i am that OCD that i need to cry in the shower...but because i dont want the love of my life to hear me crying and think that i'm really upset, or angry, or anything other than hormonal.
cause i'm not....i just feel like someone inflated me to weigh 400 pounds, like theres a man stabbing my womanly organs with an ice pic, and i hate to say it...its just one of those days where just about anything will make me cry. i dont get THIS sensitive often....i was due in for one.
*****************************************************************
on a lighter note.
heres afew random facts about the lex for you to enjoy.
* i own 3 different types of shampoo, 2 different brands of volumizing hair mousse, 2 different brands of volumizing hair spray, 3 bottles of perfume, 6 bottles of body spritz, and an entire exploding drawer full of makeup. i only use it for special occasions or when i feel like "being girlie"....i can totally rough it on one bag and 3 outfits that i wash in the sink.
* i sleep on my tummy, smooshed between the boyfriend and the wall....or i cant sleep. i have to almost be smooshed.
* i'm italian and irish.
.
* i cannot get into a car for a period of time over 2 hours without sleeping.
tell me some facts about you?
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