instarsia

i feel pretty far in the shitter today.

i went to bed at 9 am

and kinda slept all day.

when i woke up i found out that my uncle Jock passed away.

he was the older one.

then on weds my uncle (the one i mentioned in previoius entries) has open heart surgery.


i have ALOT that i'm dealing with emotionally right now, and its about to kill me.

i feel as though i'm spread so thin that nothing even comes close to having the effect it should on me *sighs*

i'm numb right now.

this is what i get for lapsing on my medication for a month

not sleeping

moodiness

bitchiness......


you know.


CRAP.


*sighs*

xo xo xo