I seem to constantly find myself in the position of trusting the wrong people. Trusting people that I shouldn't.
By the time I figure out that things have gone down that path - it's usually too late.
All I want...more than anything is to be accepted, and to be loved...and I kind of feel like no matter what I do - no matter who I open myself up to - it's ultimately going to be wrong. My instincts - my guts have shit for brains.
I'm feeling really awful today.
I hope it gets better.