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A gypsy has no home

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The beginning of the end of the beginning.

Jul 2, 2014
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I seem to constantly find myself in the position of trusting the wrong people. Trusting people that I shouldn't.

By the time I figure out that things have gone down that path - it's usually too late.

All I want...more than anything is to be accepted, and to be loved...and I kind of feel like no matter what I do - no matter who I open myself up to - it's ultimately going to be wrong. My instincts - my guts have shit for brains.

I'm feeling really awful today.

I hope it gets better.

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