instarsia

I've been trying to use my FF XI trial for like...weeks now....

its probably expired.

I'd really like to try the game

It keeps asking me for a code i never received...then telling me that I'm dumb and cant play for not having it.

*sigh*

I'm playing 2 games right now...and yesterday i had the computer off by 7 pm because i was tired of staring at it.


Making new friends is always funny....

I started talking to this photographer i met via twitter. He's awesome...whatever. I'm just talking to him like he's no one...

Turns out he's this internationally famous sought after fashion photographer.

I was talking to him like he was just some schmuck. lol.

oops...

it seems to have worked because we were invited to his place to hang out sometime....

I do not know what to say to him now.

I'm such an awkward person sometimes.

I'm a complete n00b @ Life in fact.

to add to it? his live in girlfriend happens to be a model i've been a bit enthralled with since i was 18 (by a bit..i mean a lot of my designs are inspired by her shoots).

I've been watching makeup tutorials all day...

I wish that you could go to school around here JUST for makeup.

i mean...i LIKE doing hair, but i LOVE doing makeup for people.

it makes me feel good to see people feel pretty.

i need to start working out more. I'm getting flabby again and i hate that.

i wish that there was something that i could immediately do to better my situation...

I wish i were cooler than i am...

i think i'm getting emo and mopey in my old age. If i could slap myself i would.