instarsia

So...even though I'm BROKE AZ HELL and boring...I managed to get out with Timber_ last night. We went to Starbucks in Broadripple...then by some twisted flip of fate ended up watching a band at Spin composed of a bunch of people i went to HS with and haven't seen in forever.

This had the potential to be made of AWKWARD, but it actually turned out to be completely awesome. The keyboard player was a gent i had some kind of intimate involvement with in the past (though briefly), and haven't seen since i lost my weight. He came over to me...3x...kept hugging on me, and kept looking me directly in the eye with this look that can only be described as a mix of lust, confusion, and a hint of fear. I (of course) took this opportunity and ran with it.

I have come to realize that sometimes in my relationships with men...I can be malicious. Not nearly as stupid and careless as i used to be...but malicious none the less. Like with this guy...he kept mentioning that he HAD a girlfriend..i knew he did...i (for my own reasons) wasn't even seriously hitting on the lad...but I'll be damned if i didn't take every last opportunity to make him completely discombobulated.

Then we left.

and giggled profusely...much like we had the whole night.

I needed that. Thanks Timber_...you are by far one of the awesomest gals i have met in FOREVAR.

lets commence to world domination plz.