instarsia

Well..

My set hits the front page on April 2nd, at Approx 5:29 PM. Teaser shot is my new profile pic.

I feel that i need to explain what is going on.

Yes someone i know did in fact die...but we knew she was going.

Someone else i love very much...i just found out...has been lying to me about being clean...for about 5 years.

Now...i'm not one to begrudge anyone their time in the sun..but theres a reason my father stopped using drugs 20 some odd years ago...its because he used to traffic them and once you get caught with a Jet full of heroin on the mexican border (no...i'm not kidding)...you really only ever get ONE get out of jail free card...no matter how good the lawyer is.

I found out he's been shooting up again...

And lying to myself, and my mother about it. To add insult to injury, he's spending money that SHOULD go to bills on smack.

I was involved in a business with him...its a family business...and as of 2 days ago I am unemployed and am currently moving in with my sister and her boyfriend. I had a house, but it was structured through my company, and by proxy, my fathers company.

If he's stealing money from the company to feed his drug habit, then its only going to get infinitely worse.

I'm looking for more work now.

I hate this kind of shit....