instarsia

I'm bringing the sexy...

Tonight...

Shoot is FINALLY happening.

wish me luck.

My set did not get shot last night...again...

My friend was exhausted.

I understand...I'm exhausted these days.

I'm frustrated. I cant find a photographer in the area that i trust. I'm thinking that I'm going to have to suck it up and travel....*sigh*.

I'm having horrid cramps today as well.

I got some projects finished last night though!!!! YAAY!!!!

As always. I love you all....
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You all are effing wonderful!

srlsy.

In a shameless effort to plug one of my friends AND showcase his talent...i bring you...

Leigon Wood

thats right..he hand carved all those...and all are safe to use (i know from experience ), clean up nicely..and the detail is AMAZING.

well worth every penny.

(he does custom pieces too)

...(and he's looking into making floggers as well if...
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I give up. I'm gonna start making clothing again.

get ready for this blog to explode with designs and finished pieces.

yup.

I consider myself to be a fairly independent well spoken woman.

I have a history of dating no talent, washed up, freak ass reject losers (no. i'm not talking about you Tikki , you are still the Cox to my Jordan and a valuable asset in my arsenal of awesome..but I digress).

I'm not kidding. Complete and utter douche bags.

The only guy i have...
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This is your update.

Tests came back not good...but not all the way in the positive.

I'm in a dangerous area, but they want to do more tests in 3 months and keep a close eye on it.

*big heavy sigh*

also.

i work more than any human being should.

I'm pretty sure that my life is actually going well.

Health problems, and craziness aside...

I'm actually pretty happy.

I own my own company, and have an opportunity to work part time at a local non-profit. I'll write more about that when i feel like it, as i am still reeling from actually getting hired...lol.

Its not going to be easy, and I'm going to...
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The tests came back with irregularities.

Next step was this AM..they did a needle aspiration biopsy of a lymph node in my neck.

I've had a bad few days.

My Photographer bailed on me due to family troubles...I'd like to get a set shot and submitted for MR very soon in case I have to have chemo...cause if that happens I'm going to feel about...
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I have to get a kind of scary test done today...I'm leaving NOW because the roads appear to have become made of ice overnight.

Ordinarily i'd reconsider, But, because I have a condition called Sjogren's Syndrome which primarily effects my throat, an my abdomen...though there are some traditional symptoms... (Google it if you wanna know) on top of fibromayalgia and of course the endometriosis...but i...
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I am in the hospital...

I am fine now, they're keeping me for observation after a severe allergic reaction and some pain issues.

I will be fine.

I have my laptop and am in need of lovely conversation.