Does not know what to do with myself.. I'm in a job I really don't like. Get treated like a 2 year old. But Its a job... It's kinda hard to just quit when there is not much of a job market out there... I'm single, and absolutely hate it . I get off work, and come home to an empty apartment.. Just me, no roomies.. I have accomplished allot so far in 25 years.. I have my own place, a nice truck, motorcycle. All of which I have worked very hard to get. Spent 4 yrs in the active Army , got out and regret that big time.. Been to college but need to go back, but not sure what to go back for.. Lost my little brother in a car accident June 28th. So on top of me feeling unsure about what to do with my life, what direction to go... I'm getting border lined depressed, missing my brother, and feeling so alone. Trying to meet new friends is not easy. I even put an add on craigs list.. to meet new people. I feel like my life is at a stand point , lost. and so unsure of were and what to do.. I have a loving family and that is good. But It would be nice to come home to a gf. I don't go out by myself , one is a shitty number.. I dont know and venting on here really wont help but whatever. 