Is there such a thing as a Valentine Scrooge? If not I would like to nominate myself for the office.....
I am having the hardest time with life right now...
I'm sure no one will read this or even care as I know none of you. But it just needs to get off my chest so I don't suffocate.
Days like this make me long for hours of time with my journals. But since I am at work, and breaking rules by having my computer behind the bar. This will have to do.
I guess this day makes someone whose made the kind of mistakes I have in relationships reflect, scrutinize, and anguish over them. I have had some amazing women in my life. Understanding, loving, fun, wonderful women. I've left as many as have left me. Doesn't make it any easier.
So to all of you lucky ones out there....... Fuck off!!!!
Seriously, good on ya!! MAke the best of it. Enjoy it. Cherish it.
Sure wish I had.......
I am having the hardest time with life right now...
I'm sure no one will read this or even care as I know none of you. But it just needs to get off my chest so I don't suffocate.
Days like this make me long for hours of time with my journals. But since I am at work, and breaking rules by having my computer behind the bar. This will have to do.
I guess this day makes someone whose made the kind of mistakes I have in relationships reflect, scrutinize, and anguish over them. I have had some amazing women in my life. Understanding, loving, fun, wonderful women. I've left as many as have left me. Doesn't make it any easier.
So to all of you lucky ones out there....... Fuck off!!!!
Seriously, good on ya!! MAke the best of it. Enjoy it. Cherish it.
Sure wish I had.......
rielle:
Don't sit and stew in those past memories! Things happen for a reason, usually to open a door to new and better things! And when it comes along it'll be damn well worth the wait!
inspire504:
Thank you. You shouldn't be a hopeful. You should be a full fledged Suicide Girl!!! Again, thank you. Totally pulled me out of that dark place....