Last night was interesting
I have been trying to get ahold of my ex-boyfriend (the guy who left and never called).
I have left a message on his answering machine, and I have E-mailed him. He has not written back or returned my call.
.............It's been eight months, no call, no fuck you, no nothing. I have tried to move on, I am no longer waiting for him nor do I ever expect to see him again.
All I wanted from him was respect! He is too much of a coward to pick up the phone and just say, Hey I'm gonna try to work things out with my ex!
If he was man enough to tell me that. My answer would be thank you for letting me know, and I hope everything works out for you.
A couple of months ago I was talking to a "friend". We talked about past relationships, and I mentioned Adam and I said that I had no way to contact him. So my "friend" says, hey maybe I can help you with that. Just give me any information that you have and i'll see what I can do.
So I give this guy the info that he needs, and he starts searching.
That same night I told him to forget it I didn't want anyone else involved. I also said this is between Adam and I. I in no way what so ever want you to EVER contact him or link yourself to me AT ALL. And I explained to him that if he looked for him that, that is all I would want from a third party. I said " if you want to get the information, I don't want you to unless you DO NOT involve yourself. If you can't hand over the information to me and then be done with it then DO NOT DO IT
...............So anyway I called it off. But a couple of months later I was thinking about Adam and the way he left after he told me " I love you I'll be back". So I called 411 and got his number.
I called it a couple of times with no luck!
A couple of days ago I tried the number again. A male voice answered and hung up on me. This bothered me alot
because I just couldn't understand why he could not face me.
...............................So this "friend", that I talk to on a regular basis talked to me about it on the phone. I was a little upset, but it didn't really come as a shock to me because "hello, I haven't talked to him in eight months".
The following day I was talking to my "friend" while I was at work. He started asking me questions about Adam. He gave me an old number he found earlier. I told him it wasn't the same number that i had for him. I gave him the number that I had because I thought he was gonna look something up on the web.
I thought in no way is he gonna try to call it especially since he knew that was the last thing I wanted him to do. I expressed my feelings towards him contacting Adam very bluntly.
Well last night, I was talking to my "friend" over the internet while I was at work. I asked him if he had tried to call the number and he said "no".
Then my "friend" asked me to come over because ne needed to talk. He made it sound like it was his problems that we were gonna talk about. So I went over. I got there and took a seat on the couch, he sat down next to me and the first words out of his mouth were " I don't know if your gonna talk to me after I tell you this". So I say "ok go on". He proceeds to tell me that he has contacted and talked to Adam.
A panicky feeling came across me and I could not breath
I went outside to catch my breath, he followed me out to tell me about the conversation they had.
it was hard to even look him in the eyes
all he could tell me was, "he said that he doesn't want to talk to you".
Well fuck me, I could have guessed that much!
hello he hasn't talked to me in eight months.
I still have not got what I needed and I know I never will.
I want him to "grow some balls and tell me himself" especially after all the lies he fed me.
So now I'm hurt by both men
my "friend" lied to me said he never tried to call when he did about a month ago. Oh ya and not to mention last night, when they had their little conversation.
It was hard to believe that someone I have only known for about three months butted into the business in such a personel way. I know that I was hurt because of Adam and he wanted to help, but why did he take it upon himself to do what I told him NEVER to do!
So am I supposed to be "greatfull" to someone who lied to me and knew that it was the last thing I wanted him to do
I'm not sure what is going to happen. I do see the good in his actions. It just breaks my heart that my "friend" couldn't leave it alone and then lied about it.
I feel deeply hurt my two people now
how can I resolve this?
I have been trying to get ahold of my ex-boyfriend (the guy who left and never called).
I have left a message on his answering machine, and I have E-mailed him. He has not written back or returned my call.
.............It's been eight months, no call, no fuck you, no nothing. I have tried to move on, I am no longer waiting for him nor do I ever expect to see him again.
All I wanted from him was respect! He is too much of a coward to pick up the phone and just say, Hey I'm gonna try to work things out with my ex!
If he was man enough to tell me that. My answer would be thank you for letting me know, and I hope everything works out for you.
A couple of months ago I was talking to a "friend". We talked about past relationships, and I mentioned Adam and I said that I had no way to contact him. So my "friend" says, hey maybe I can help you with that. Just give me any information that you have and i'll see what I can do.
So I give this guy the info that he needs, and he starts searching.
That same night I told him to forget it I didn't want anyone else involved. I also said this is between Adam and I. I in no way what so ever want you to EVER contact him or link yourself to me AT ALL. And I explained to him that if he looked for him that, that is all I would want from a third party. I said " if you want to get the information, I don't want you to unless you DO NOT involve yourself. If you can't hand over the information to me and then be done with it then DO NOT DO IT
...............So anyway I called it off. But a couple of months later I was thinking about Adam and the way he left after he told me " I love you I'll be back". So I called 411 and got his number.
I called it a couple of times with no luck!
A couple of days ago I tried the number again. A male voice answered and hung up on me. This bothered me alot
because I just couldn't understand why he could not face me.
...............................So this "friend", that I talk to on a regular basis talked to me about it on the phone. I was a little upset, but it didn't really come as a shock to me because "hello, I haven't talked to him in eight months".
The following day I was talking to my "friend" while I was at work. He started asking me questions about Adam. He gave me an old number he found earlier. I told him it wasn't the same number that i had for him. I gave him the number that I had because I thought he was gonna look something up on the web.
I thought in no way is he gonna try to call it especially since he knew that was the last thing I wanted him to do. I expressed my feelings towards him contacting Adam very bluntly.
Well last night, I was talking to my "friend" over the internet while I was at work. I asked him if he had tried to call the number and he said "no".
Then my "friend" asked me to come over because ne needed to talk. He made it sound like it was his problems that we were gonna talk about. So I went over. I got there and took a seat on the couch, he sat down next to me and the first words out of his mouth were " I don't know if your gonna talk to me after I tell you this". So I say "ok go on". He proceeds to tell me that he has contacted and talked to Adam.
A panicky feeling came across me and I could not breath
I went outside to catch my breath, he followed me out to tell me about the conversation they had.
it was hard to even look him in the eyes
all he could tell me was, "he said that he doesn't want to talk to you".
Well fuck me, I could have guessed that much!
hello he hasn't talked to me in eight months.
I still have not got what I needed and I know I never will.
I want him to "grow some balls and tell me himself" especially after all the lies he fed me.
So now I'm hurt by both men
my "friend" lied to me said he never tried to call when he did about a month ago. Oh ya and not to mention last night, when they had their little conversation.
It was hard to believe that someone I have only known for about three months butted into the business in such a personel way. I know that I was hurt because of Adam and he wanted to help, but why did he take it upon himself to do what I told him NEVER to do!
So am I supposed to be "greatfull" to someone who lied to me and knew that it was the last thing I wanted him to do
I'm not sure what is going to happen. I do see the good in his actions. It just breaks my heart that my "friend" couldn't leave it alone and then lied about it.
I feel deeply hurt my two people now
how can I resolve this?
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How are you doing?? How is the SG thing going too?? I hope that you are working on a set to send in
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