Originally posted Saturday, February 18th, 2006
4:49 am
beginnings of random ramblings
Here I am, 4:49 in the morning, still awake, drinking wine, and, for some incomprehensible reason, have just decided to cojointly make spagetti sauce and start a blog. Now, as unimaginable as it may seem, my latenight dual endeavor has me wondering about my sanity. Though really, In all probability, I'm not moreso mentally perturbed than your run of the mill human being, but it always feels like you're especially fucked up. Way more than anyone else and even more than anyone could possibly fathom.
Small parenthesis: It should also be noted that there's The matix revolutions playing in the background and, I'd previously never noticed it before, but the soundtrack is a bit odd at times... There's this scene where a hover craft is running from some squidlike machines and the music playing would be perfectly suited to a black and white western chase scene.
Anyway, the obvious question, I think, is why am I up at this hour, drunk and unable (or unwilling?) to sleep. The long, boring, highly self-indulgent and unromantic answer would have to do with me being everso disturbed by how the world seems to be going to hell in a handbasket. The more honest answer would probably be the fact that I met a girl, another crazy bitch, and after her telling me I was intellectually attractive, but that's about it, is as we speak probably doing some guy she just met. Anyway, the movie's over, the sauce is ready and I'm out of wine... So I guess that wraps things up.
Current Mood: morose
4:49 am
beginnings of random ramblings
Here I am, 4:49 in the morning, still awake, drinking wine, and, for some incomprehensible reason, have just decided to cojointly make spagetti sauce and start a blog. Now, as unimaginable as it may seem, my latenight dual endeavor has me wondering about my sanity. Though really, In all probability, I'm not moreso mentally perturbed than your run of the mill human being, but it always feels like you're especially fucked up. Way more than anyone else and even more than anyone could possibly fathom.
Small parenthesis: It should also be noted that there's The matix revolutions playing in the background and, I'd previously never noticed it before, but the soundtrack is a bit odd at times... There's this scene where a hover craft is running from some squidlike machines and the music playing would be perfectly suited to a black and white western chase scene.
Anyway, the obvious question, I think, is why am I up at this hour, drunk and unable (or unwilling?) to sleep. The long, boring, highly self-indulgent and unromantic answer would have to do with me being everso disturbed by how the world seems to be going to hell in a handbasket. The more honest answer would probably be the fact that I met a girl, another crazy bitch, and after her telling me I was intellectually attractive, but that's about it, is as we speak probably doing some guy she just met. Anyway, the movie's over, the sauce is ready and I'm out of wine... So I guess that wraps things up.
Current Mood: morose