inlikeflynn

"there must be some kind of message
simple but somehow impressive
anyone who can think of something
come on now just express it."

I haven't been updating. I don't want to be a poster of my daily routine. I've been scraping the bottom of the barrel here, lately, looking for interesting things to say. I lack provocative stimuli.

I feel the need to subject myself to things that I would otherwise find distasteful, unpleasant, or otherwise emotionally damaging.

I want to maintain a job in which I'm expected to do things which I find morally repugnant. I'd like to be good at it, if possible.

I want to get into a terrible car accident from which I need to spend weeks or months in recovery.

I want to get mugged and beaten or get into neighborhood scraps. Maybe a bar fight.

I want to get stranded in the middle of the woods in a thunderstorm and have to hike 12 miles to the nearest closed gas station in order to sleep fitfully under a filthy awning.

I won't do these things. Probably not.


I've become enamored of the idea of world travel. I've always had the wanderlust. I need to go where the action is. I'm not happy just sitting here waiting to be happy.