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huh i guess its about time that i update.

not to much has happed, yet so much is going right for once.
i work 6-5 every day and soon i will be doing that mon - sun for a while (i guess its good i will be getting overtime)

now on to the part that i want to really talk about, its mushy so some might want to skip this...

ok so i had given up on girls after my last girlfriend. figured i would go get my masters and just do without. (seemed like there were no princess's left to be saved, and no one wanted a person who was a nice guy. well that all changed a few weeks ago. i met a girl, who is to good to be true. its almost like a dream. when i talk to her the world could crash down arround me and i would not even care as long as i am talking to her. its funny when i think of things right now i smile, when ever i think of her i smile. its all the small things about her that i like so much, from the way she says hi, or the way she says whhhaaat? or the fact that when i call her something like sweetheart she calls me something just as random. huh its also funny that i lost what i wanted to say. we are both really scared that things are not going to work out. but im not going to let that ruin things right now, its funny even if things dont work out i dont want to think of a life where she is not my friend. shes just that special.

one thing that made my day? well maybe it was when she called and told me that she got flowers from some guy named jamie. or the fact that she said "I AM SO LUCK TO HAVE YOU" every time i think about that i get this huge goofy grin and i still blush. and every thing else she said today made my day awesome.

i just hope that this little post makes her smile as much as she makes me smile.

sorry i just had to say something