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We all have our struggles

Feb 4, 2023
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We all have our internal battles. Some just hide it better. Don’t let them fool you and make you feel like you are the problem. We all have our struggles. To make this more open, I will share mine. I struggle with anxiety. I see people in crowds, commercials on tv and wonder why can’t I just be happy and “normal”. Even sleeping my mind wonders.

I had an F’d up dream last night. I was with family and friends at a holiday house. I was trying to figure out how to go through a morning routine. I remember standing in the bathroom starting a shower and thinking, “okay, how do people do a normal life routine? I just want to feel normal without anxiety. Is it how I store my shaving supplies? Is there a routine to storing towels?” I was trying to figure out what people do to feel “normal”.

Hopefully you’ll feel more comfortable with your struggles. Maybe even help others to feel comfortable with their’s.

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skisby:
The Shrek effect is lifelong but I’d never really experienced anxiety until after my crash a few years ago, that & some other nasty post-concussion syndrome stuff - terrifying.  I know what you mean abt the anxiety/logic struggle.  Thankfully 3 years down the road, I’ve worked through / recovered & I’m back (well abt 85%).
Feb 6, 2023
fredhincanada:
This is a great post, and great input from @cerebus666 and @skisby. I don’t have anything to add, not even a quip. But I will say, I am really appreciating this community’s move towards being open about the bad, and some of the support that is appearing. Thank you for being a part of both sides of that my friend!
Feb 8, 2023

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