I’m not big into new years. I don’t really believe, for me, in resolutions. If I can’t be bothered to start a change when I need to, why would I be more successful on a specific date. I can’t explain why new years depresses me, but I just try and move past it. But, I do think reflection is important. Not to look at what I want to change or improve, but being happy with what I have. What this last year brought me. SG has been a big part for my health. Especially the people I interact with on here. The friends I’ve made and that have influenced me. People I’d like to think I have influenced. I’d like to mention some of them here now. I won’t go into too much as many of these people I have develop independent and personal relationships, sharing and learning from each other. No specific order here.
@lioncourt a gorgeous girl I’ve got to know well very recently and helped me find comfort in interactions.
@brubs a beauty who I adore as the perfect female form that she is. Someone who has shown me my worth through her trust.
@olgakulaga a goddess that has been such a support to me for longer than I can remember. Half a globe away yet still a part of me.
@aschiron a new lady I discover, and one many will discover very soon. Helping me see the layers of a friendship as her journey begins.
@romous117 someone who has shown me trust and vulnerability. Someone who I see much of my younger self in. Someone early in his story that is allowing me to share my mistakes.
@samihain someone who has shared and helped me grow. Shown me strength and vulnerability.
@imnotferris who has shown me how to through yourself into something, trying despite the odds. Take setbacks and growing.
And I lied about order in one way, I saved the best for last. @cheshire_ who has shown me all the above. My queen! Who has invited me deep into her personal space with family, emotions and fears. Someone who has seen more in me. Someone who excites me and scares me. And that is good. Stepping forward, eyes wide, full of hope. Maybe more than I should but what I know I am worthy of.
To all those early in our journeys. You are still remembered and appreciated. Stay safe!
