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Guardians
in my life, as in the lives of all humans, i have had two very distinct experiences of humanity.
The one extreme is destruction, hatred, evil, deception, cowardice, sickness... and all the qualities that we fear and run from within ourselves and our peers. This extreme, Stephen King's force of anti-creativity, has reflected at me from the eyes of several influential people in my...
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hambonesweets:
My ink is not so philosophical as all that. Most were done because I thought the artwork to be pretty.
ganonymousg:
No comment other than I wish I was on the same page as you right now... wink
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PA piercing!

last night I got one, after work. Yes, I'm insane. Yes it hurts like hell. If you want details let me know
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A blog only for Suicide Girls

I bought the book a few days ago. sat and read all the little profile snippits with SG's from 2003.

Something about all this is making me think. A lot.

What are we? what am i? am i?
days spin by dizzy dizzy, and yet it remains this question.
where do i fit? where can i be at peace?...
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monet:
i know this is late, but thank you so much for the private message and the compliments. It was very sweet.
hambonesweets:
Darlin, you sound like Greg after he's been drinking too long. I think he might be your soulmate.

Haven't talked to you in awhile. What's up.
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"the center of the compass"

Life takes on the properties of a river. It flows up and down. From joy to sadness. From birth to death. From expectation to regret. From anticipation to fulfillment.

Within these experiences we constantly develop attachments. We are attached to things around us that bring us comfort or feelings of success. We are attached to memories of experiences we believe...
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so i'm finally out of the ghetto.
I have the best paying job i've ever had.
i've graduated art school, and moved forward with my life.

the bad part of all this is that these are qualities that cannot satisfy. while they allow me the freedom to (finally) examine my life and make some needed changes, they don't cause internal peace or harmony.

My car...
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The human machine...

There was a time when all I wanted was to find a place. A niche. A thread within the weave of humanity where I could exist as a part of the greater whole, undisturbed and uninhibited.

Last night I trained for almost 4 solid hours. I ran 4 miles with a weighted pack (I estimate it to be about 30 lbs.) I...
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jenbat:
Wow. You are incredibly well spoken. A rare quality in today's modern male. Very nice. I kind of a word nerd so I truly enjoy anything that has such a vivid flow to it.

I have only one complaint.


You referred to the Cure as emo!!!!! puke frown

(Sorry the whole emo scene gets under my skin and my love for the Cure is great)


thanks for the request! blush
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I submit to you the term "expectations."

My entire childhood I had certain expectations. I heard phrases regularly like "when you grow up and get married" or "when you have children of your own." My dad used to say "I can't wait until you have your own house so I can come and turn on every light and leave the refrigerator open!"
At school I...
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hambonesweets:
I expect you to update this blog.
candy:
hmm.. thats actually reall cool. smile