so again im blown off for a date. nothing changes ever. everyone says pick your self up and dust yourself off....thats alot easier said than done. its really starting to get old and im worn out. between depression anxiety and stress being blown off is only making things worse. its gotten to the point that i dont think im ment to be with someone. i have slowly watched my dreams fade away. its rare i know to hear a guy say he wants to settle down have a family but i do and im losing that dreams for sometime now. to be completly honest its like im missing part of me. i dont feel whole anymore, with out someone in my life to care for i feel completely unwanted and useless. sounds stupid but thats who i am. i just want someone to want to be with me love me as much as i love them. seems utterly out of reach i cant even say its in sight....
heartbaker:
A lot of the time people feel that way cause they are going after the wrong type of people
inkedgreaser:
it seems like everyone to be honest.