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That mask really helped my skin. For some reason, it also made my boyfriend hornier than a 10 peckered owl. ?? I don't get that! LOL...

Anyway, like I said I flipped out yesterday... I scared the shit out of my boyfriend and he had to leave. You ever just keep so much shit inside that one day it explodes? That's what happened. I'll talk about pretty much anything, but when it comes to my mom I kinda clam up.

Sometimes I handle things very well, but sometimes I get really upset and depressed about her being gone and I can't handle it. I kept it to myself and my man thought I was being a little snippy, but it was all about my mom. So finally I exploded yesterday and slammed and threw a flippin' fit. It was so immature, so ugly, and so wrong.

I sat and cried for awhile, but after praying I felt a lot better. I was pretty sad the whole night, but my boyfriend realized I'd just been holding a lot in. He held me while I cried and said all those typical fitful things you say when you miss someone: 'Why?' 'It's not fair!' 'I keep thinking she'll come home soon.' .... all of that. Basically, I spent a majority of the night crying my eyes out... After my stupid freak out I actually felt like I could talk about it some and we did.

Things are still wonderful between my boyfriend and I. He started making finger-in-the-ass jokes so I would laugh. For some reason, we thing asses are funny. We run around trying to check each other's oil in public to see who'll jump the highest... I don't know.. we're retarded like that. The other night he said something about me having a booger hanging out of my nose.. Well, I didn't, but I put my finger in my nose and acted like I was going to wipe it on him. All the sudden he's got his hand down the back of his pants chasing me with a stinky pinky.

Mature? No. Fun? Why hell yes! ~

So things are better..... much better...