Warning major pissed off update ahead, The exits are here here and here. Please use protective clothing where possible 
Hello my fellow SG beauties, I hope all are ok, well and happy.
Craig is a very angry & pissed off chap at the moment. I'm not even sure why though I think alot of things are adding up inside the old brain warmer.
I guess it just comes down to that I'm fucking sick of having to put people, peoples feelings before my own every single day of my life at the moment or have to change what I'm doing to suit someone else or please someone else with what I have to say or do. Instead of maybe telling people the truth & point out the faults and how they do or say one thing but do another.contradiction MOTHERFUCKERS look it up.
Im feeling so run dow at the moment its unreal. Take this wk i have had to work three night mon-wed, abit of sleep today but ill have rosie once I'm awake. She'll stay over night, ill have her all day friday until late evening then im back in saturday and sunday working days, oh and its 12 hrs every time i work. Then next week I have mon-wed off which ill spend looking after Rosie, working thur-fri night abit of sleep saturday, sunday with Rosie then back to work monday morning.
I love being a father it means the world to me,i like having a job which has given me good friends and pays well but I just fucking wish i had real time for myself and for someone
I cant even remember the last time someone asked me what I want and it comes back to keeping other people happy be them friends,family in my every day life.
I wouldnt never not have Rosie in my life nor be without her but sometimes i just wish i could have time to myself, yeyeyeye everyone has the same problems I know but they dont have to please everyone around them its pissing me off. I cant even say book a tattoo a month in advance now cause i know I cant even get 2 hrs to myself.
Maybe in being selfish I dunno but I wish I had more things which were for me be it time alone, with friends, time with a special person ect.
I dunno I know I can make the time for myself and someone, like i did with Libra (jennie) but maybe being single now has kinda trapped me into this situation. it took a text from someone the other day to make me realise how pissed off i'am at the moment with alot of things, even my home life. I hate living with my parents again but for now i have to. Then it comes back to no real relax time or say alone time with Rosie as someone is always here!! fucking head doing.
Roise is ill again, bless her. Oh ye this is something else to annoy me. Get a text of Rosies mum to say shes taking her to the doctors as she still not well. I say ok I'll meet you there. I get a text back saying " no need to i'll let you know what goes on". I was like nah fuck that shes mine too & I wanna know what is said. So I walked for an hr there and back in the rain to be able to be there, Rosies mum wasn't being funny to me but the whole " no need for you" pissed me off, gggrrr or maybe I didnt sleep enough after work today.
Anyway fuck that bad stuff now I have some cool things going on. The band is gathering speed real good,just hope i got the time. Rosie is amazing. I'm also very much liking someone at the moment and knowing they do back is very cool
Oh and below pics of some scary eyes. Im not sure what the colour of my eyes are, any help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i brought some GOD FORBID stuff today and I won FUTURAMA Season 4 for 7.50 on ebay. How cool
Sorry for the rant guys and gals. Love ya all
and a special one for the girl 
scarynes
Hello my fellow SG beauties, I hope all are ok, well and happy.
Craig is a very angry & pissed off chap at the moment. I'm not even sure why though I think alot of things are adding up inside the old brain warmer.
I guess it just comes down to that I'm fucking sick of having to put people, peoples feelings before my own every single day of my life at the moment or have to change what I'm doing to suit someone else or please someone else with what I have to say or do. Instead of maybe telling people the truth & point out the faults and how they do or say one thing but do another.contradiction MOTHERFUCKERS look it up.
Im feeling so run dow at the moment its unreal. Take this wk i have had to work three night mon-wed, abit of sleep today but ill have rosie once I'm awake. She'll stay over night, ill have her all day friday until late evening then im back in saturday and sunday working days, oh and its 12 hrs every time i work. Then next week I have mon-wed off which ill spend looking after Rosie, working thur-fri night abit of sleep saturday, sunday with Rosie then back to work monday morning.
I love being a father it means the world to me,i like having a job which has given me good friends and pays well but I just fucking wish i had real time for myself and for someone
I cant even remember the last time someone asked me what I want and it comes back to keeping other people happy be them friends,family in my every day life.
I wouldnt never not have Rosie in my life nor be without her but sometimes i just wish i could have time to myself, yeyeyeye everyone has the same problems I know but they dont have to please everyone around them its pissing me off. I cant even say book a tattoo a month in advance now cause i know I cant even get 2 hrs to myself.
Maybe in being selfish I dunno but I wish I had more things which were for me be it time alone, with friends, time with a special person ect.
I dunno I know I can make the time for myself and someone, like i did with Libra (jennie) but maybe being single now has kinda trapped me into this situation. it took a text from someone the other day to make me realise how pissed off i'am at the moment with alot of things, even my home life. I hate living with my parents again but for now i have to. Then it comes back to no real relax time or say alone time with Rosie as someone is always here!! fucking head doing.
Roise is ill again, bless her. Oh ye this is something else to annoy me. Get a text of Rosies mum to say shes taking her to the doctors as she still not well. I say ok I'll meet you there. I get a text back saying " no need to i'll let you know what goes on". I was like nah fuck that shes mine too & I wanna know what is said. So I walked for an hr there and back in the rain to be able to be there, Rosies mum wasn't being funny to me but the whole " no need for you" pissed me off, gggrrr or maybe I didnt sleep enough after work today.
Anyway fuck that bad stuff now I have some cool things going on. The band is gathering speed real good,just hope i got the time. Rosie is amazing. I'm also very much liking someone at the moment and knowing they do back is very cool
Oh and below pics of some scary eyes. Im not sure what the colour of my eyes are, any help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i brought some GOD FORBID stuff today and I won FUTURAMA Season 4 for 7.50 on ebay. How cool
Sorry for the rant guys and gals. Love ya all
and a special one for the girl
scarynes
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harleen:
Thankyou, I keep being told it's quite 60's looking. A bit hungover today
Thankyou, I keep being told it's quite 60's looking. A bit hungover today 
laruby1565:
I know exactly how you feel.I love my daughter to pieces,but Im the only one who works in my family,and by the time Ive kept the boss happy,kept my daughter happy,and my husband,there is nothing left for me...some days its harder to handle than others...ranting on here definately helps...dont let everyone get you down...