inkedbuddhist

among other things.. i have spent an hour or two today talking to the people at sea shepherd (see separate blog).. an international.. non-profit.. marine wildlife conservation organisation...

and its got me thinking...

the plan is.. or was.. to stay in the 'corporate.. for profit..' sector til i am 40.. then take the skills i have acquired and put them to use at a charity or not-for-profit organisation.. and help make a difference.. but the last few weeks.. coupled with today.. has got me thinking...

do i want to wait til i'm 40?...

i've lacked direction.. and identity.. since i moved to canada.. since i split with hayley really.. and even now as life gets back on track.. new country.. new job.. new friends.. new life!.. i don't really think i've identified who i am.. post-breakup...

but i do know that the passion i feel for making a difference.. for building a better.. kinder.. more sustainable.. more compassionate planet.. gives me the greatest sense of direction i've had in years...

maybe this is my course.. no rushed decisions.. but maybe its time to focus on my real ambition in life.. sooner rather than later...