I ran out of my meds...i cant pay $1000 for them. the appeal hasnt gotten taken care of. i'm going to have 4 days of no meds and bade withdrawals. it's worse than cold turkeying off opiates. im going to be manic and not sleep for 4 days and want to rip out of my skin. i'm scared to fucking hell right now. I have negative thoughts that my meds keep in check. but now i dont have them. and i'm trying not to go crazy. i'm really scared i'm going to black out and wake up with some fucked up shit that i've done. I cant go back to that type of person. Please help me guys..
almost_missed:
Bro how bout you hand your life to a really close friend or a family member for these few days?