i've been pretty absent from when i started doing heavy blogs early this year. I've been busy with school(i know everyone says that but this is the hardest I've worked ever) and just been so drained from lack of sleep and weird dreams and conflicting inner personalities and identity that i dont know who i'll end up being once the dust has settled years from now. I just cant keep this level of busy going and thank god it's thanksgiving weekend. catching up on massive sleep. I completed my motorcycle basic training this past weekend. go to bed at 730pm wake up at 2am(shouldve woken up at 6) do my audio project on bike training 7-1230 then class 1-4 then go home finish my audio project do that for 2 days straight. god fucking damnit im fucking ragged and tired.I have no one to spend the holidays with and im mostly just PMing some Sg friends.
I think ive googled all the best panda pictures from google without scrolling for 15 mins haha.