inkdheartless

So my younger cousin, of 3 years difference, ships off to boot camp bright and early tomorrow. He's been like a brother to me as I'm an only child. We grew up both playing hockey so that held us sooper close thru all the bullshit. Now that I know he's leaving tomorrow, the memories come back and hit hard. Through hockey in the basmemt, out on frozen ponds in winter, nerf guns, G.I. joes, tree houses, forts, every little thing brings me back. Never really thought we'd have to grow up and now grow apart. Shits tough and no matter how hard I try to fight it, i keep losing it. this growing up and old shit sucks.. I don't wanna nor is it fair. Makes me realize how little I have accomplished and the lack of growing up I've done myself. I guess no matter what, we have to grow up and face the bullshit. Guess I should focus on getting back into school and making something of myself before i find myself in a box somewhere on the streets.

Oh, and now both of my fuckin volkswagens's are in the damn shop.. fml