inkaholik

why do i feel so empty inside...

have a loving girlfriend who would literally do anything for me.

i just feel so stuck if that makes sense.

i dunno i got back on my zoloft im hoping it kicks in soon

i just dont wanna be here, at all.

things have been rocky between the girl and i. i dont like it one bit.

i...
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work work work...

blah blah blah...

atleast the moneys good.

things could be alot better with the gf tho.

what can ya do

i need some sex rite now!

youd think after possibly fracturing my ankle thatd be the last thing on my mind. but no.
any offers?

preferably female please lol

i sprained my ankle possibly fractured it.


it sucks we were in capitola and i thought id fuck around and "skin board" if you can call what i was doing that. it was all good for an hour occasional fuck up by eatin shit and biting it hella hard but eventually i fuct up and board come out from under my feet and i rolled...
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i have decided....

im going to be giving up drinking all together.

Reasons:
1) its fucking up my relationship with jen
2) its caused me to put on a few extra pounds
3) itll save me money
4) i would over do it and thatd cause me to call in ALOT and cant being doing that right now with my new job.

i mean ill...
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i hate how everythings been going lately. everything shitty. im in need of a change. sometimes i wish i could just up and leave start all over. too bad there isnt like a reset button . lifes been flat our shitty. i need to get back on my anti depressants. hmmm i got this way last year only 50 times worse. i went thru a...
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im not sure where im headed in life.... i have been really in my own little world so it seems. completely shutting out my girlfriend and really just partying it up with my friends and doing my own little thing with them. im not sure but i need to try to be more sympathetic towards her and spend some quality time. monday was pretty good...
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absolutely not looking forward to working 6 days in a row and then having one day off only to work another 4 or possibly FIVE days in a row again. if i dont respond or give any one a call just kno this im being held hostage for $8.75 an hour by arbor place in lodi

oh yeah feel free to entertain me while im...
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im sick and tired of my girlfriend nagging me for every little thing. seriously this woman is never EVER happy. got two jobs, making really good money and yet all she does is complain. its like nothing i ever do is good enough. she doesnt appreciate anything i do. i cook for her, run errands for her. its like you would think after almost 4...
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