injuredcyclist

all the little things that i dont like or am uncomfortable with in my life bothered me tonight. i dont know why. i usually just ignore what i dont like or not think about it very much. randomly, not tonight. every couple that came into work bothered me because it reminded me that ive been single for 2 (yeah fucking 2) years. all the groups...
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im not so sure i like these 10 hour days on campus. spending 8 hours in college classes a couple days a week isnt really my idea of fun, especially when ive got a bunch of idiot football players in one class and a kiss ass story teller in another. should be a fairly easy 9 credits to 4.0 though.

my loan money will be...
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you know, i love my roommates. great people. but explain why it is that every time i need to shower, usually right before i go to work or go to class, that one of them jumps in two fuckin minutes before me? i dont get it. theres only two of them. our scheduals arent that close together.

be nice if i could get my own...
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was it a good idea to stay up till almost 5am the night before i have to get up at 8:30? probably not. i was walking back from my first class and i felt like a zombie, like i was going to stumble off the sidewalk into oncoming traffic. getting used to this schedual, all the while attempting to quit smoking and get back into...
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you know, at first i liked the rain. its nice sometimes when its cool and wet and windy. but after five days, all days in which i havent felt like doing anything, i wish the damn sun would come back out so i could get motivated again. especially with my last 9 bullshit credits of undergrad work starting tomorrow. gah.

i just thought of something brilliant.

ive done nothing all day cause its my first day off in forever. its shitty cold and windy and rainy outside.i want a cigarette. i got a bottle of glenlevit for graduation from my brothers. im thinking a clove and a scotch with a touch of sour mix and ice sounds excellent.

fuck i feel sophisticated. nothing like enjoying...
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i post a lot.

been thinking dark thoughts today. my first day off in forever. ive slept a lot. ive been lonely lately and i dont like it. i cant find anyone, cant really look i guess, until i get to san fancisco, because theres no point right now. i leave in two months. why cant i leave today?? if i thought there was anything...
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so the last of my family is on their way back home. i just dropped my little brother off at the airport. i hope they all had a good time.

made me, i guess i dont want to say start thinking about leaving the el because ive already been doing that, but made me think about it more. makes me sad, and more than a...
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im hungry. for some reason, even though its 2:30, i havent eaten yet. hm. what to eat?

this weekend has been crazy busy. my parents and siblings got here thursday night, and we promptly spent two hours driving around town trying to find their hotels, my dad giving me shit the whole time for not knowing where i was going. the west side of lansing...
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test time made me remember an old personal observation: when im concentrating on something important, like a test, or like now when im studying for one, i clench my teeth. sorta like this but without the red face and scrunched eyebrows. hm.