injuredcyclist

the thing i hate most about dating is that when things dont work out i feel like i wasted my time. i meet a girl, we talk and its great, we get together for an actually date that goes smashingly well. we havent managed to get together again, and i dont think we will. i absolutely hate it. i almost wish we hadnt met. i...
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this weekend i (i was off today so it counted for me):
-watched msu lose by a couple to butler on saturday. it sucked, and i hope i dont have to talk about it at work tomorrow.
-was canceled on again sunday. i was a bit childish, and i dont expect to hear from her again. been single a long time and it looks like...
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sweetheart, if you arent going to ask me out, please dont send me any messages. i feel too old and ive been alone too long to want to fuck around. i like you, and if you like me lets see each other again. otherwise the temptation to delete your number grows by the day.

that is all.

woohoo! second date inc. kinda stupid how happy that makes me. been single for way too long, and shes really cool. australian with polish parents. she can speak speak without an accent, but i thought it was cute that every time she talked about australia it came out again.

work went better, if longer, than expected today. next week is going to be pretty long,...
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i think the date went well. met for drinks on the upper east side kinda late, and ended up talking for four hours. i looked down at my watch and realized it was 1am and had no idea where the time went. paid for everything, walked her back to the subway, goodnight kiss, and caught a cab.

just two hours of sleep before work. one...
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and sometimes things come together.

digestive system still off, but i have more days when i feel closer to normal than before. saw the doctor again and he upped the dosage of the medication im on. hoping it really does the trick because the weather is getting warm and the desire to ride my bike is growing each time the weather is 50 and sunny....
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im feeling better, but i cant seem to turn things around at work. no matter what i do. i cant remember the last time i had a good meeting. i know its me. lessons just arent sinking in. im ready to quit just to get a fresh start somewhere else, but the idea of being even temporarily unemployed scares the hell out of me. and...
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not really anything good to report. had one of the longest weeks of my professional life. ive got a new client that flips out about anything, and ive let her get into my head. im making more mistakes than i ever have before as a result.

i still cant eat. i had two turkey sandwiches and a few of the pecan sandies i used to...
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first signs of depression? maybe. like my annual performance review today, my thoughts of late have not been good.

i had a sonogram friday. no gallstones. i expect a call from my doctor tomorrow telling me hes still not sure whats wrong. good thing im not going home for christmas, because im afraid to eat anything. whatever i have needs to be diagnosed and treated because my psoriasis is flaring back because i havent been having light treatments done.

i received my official warning...
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