ive never felt my body this eager for a ride before. its thrilling. letting breakfast settle and the roads dry before heading out. probably leave the city today on the 9w.
been in no state to be around anyone lately. today is the first day in a week that the unemployment hasnt been an anvil around my neck and in my stomach and ive been angry as hell about everything as a result. ive submitted resumes to 11 places. doesnt sound like much maybe. i dunno how many i should be or if i should keep plowing into the search and be constantly submitting. i havent heard anything from anyone, which is odd since i only applied to positions im certain im qualified for. it makes me nervous that ive made some stupid mistake over and over on my resume or cover letter. honestly though, as much as i want to get back to work, the prospect of going back and almost certainly making less money (probably a lot less) and having to get second job to make ends meet doesnt thrill me at all. id rather wait things out a bit and see if something awesome comes along.
my shaman should finally hit 80 today. happy about that.
been in no state to be around anyone lately. today is the first day in a week that the unemployment hasnt been an anvil around my neck and in my stomach and ive been angry as hell about everything as a result. ive submitted resumes to 11 places. doesnt sound like much maybe. i dunno how many i should be or if i should keep plowing into the search and be constantly submitting. i havent heard anything from anyone, which is odd since i only applied to positions im certain im qualified for. it makes me nervous that ive made some stupid mistake over and over on my resume or cover letter. honestly though, as much as i want to get back to work, the prospect of going back and almost certainly making less money (probably a lot less) and having to get second job to make ends meet doesnt thrill me at all. id rather wait things out a bit and see if something awesome comes along.
my shaman should finally hit 80 today. happy about that.